Iv been locked in here my whole life,thirteen years the men in white coats say.My food comes in once a day,but I can't eat because my hands are placed above my head.Why am I here I always wonder.I don't remember anything from my past life,Iv even forgotten how to speak,so I just have these useless thoughts.I am always watched by men in white coats,and I have only seen the world through a small window in the wall.To me the world is just white and cold
There's two new white coats here one that's very young with black hair and the other is also young but he has the color of hair I have never seen before so I don't know the color.The one with black hair seems kind,he kinda looks like thewhite coat that retired two years ago.I know it's been two years because sometimes I hear them talking about him.The other one has a hard face,and looks sad.I don't know why but I "pity" him,I think that's the word.The white coats tell me Im going to meet them soon,when they give me my shots. First the black haired one comes in with my first set of shots,and starts to talk to me. "hi I'm Josh I'll be the one to feed you and clean you,okay." I only stare at the needles with the injections in them. "oh,that's right I'm also one if the doctors that give you your shots." I glance over at the men in white coats,was that what they were,doctors? "well anyway here's your first shot,it might hurt a bit so keep still" It always hurt when they gave me shots that's one of the reasons they chain me up most of the time. "alright were done here," he said after the last shot.Then he left
I was left alone for a while before the next doctor came in,he was the one with the strange colored hair.He was unlike the other docter,all he did was give me my shot and go.He didn't talk,he didnt tell me his name,nothing,it was strange.I thought about him long after he left.Soon another docter came in but he was a familer one that always gave me my shot that made me sleepy.That never really hurts,because I usallly fall asleep before it start to hurt.I never dream,never have nightmares,but I dont have good dreams.It's just complete darkness.