I have been feeling down lately. Not because of a girlfriend or anything but because of my parents. My mom is a whore and you know it. We've been friends for only about three months but I feel you know me better than my own brother. I want you to know I love you oh so much. I feel as if you are the sister I never wanted. But to tell you the truth you we're everything I ever hated. But don't let that bug you. You are still my best friend. Even thought we did not off ourselves together like we planned. I'm just done and I want to do it alone. I want to be as alone as I feel. I am going to drop this letter off right as your car rounds the corner. I want you to be the last person to read this. I want you to know I would already be jumping of the blooms bridge in morning side right as you read this. I am truly sorry for this but if you want you can drive to that bridge and call 9-1-1 and then jump as well. We could burn in hell together. Who knows maybe you'll have to come and push me off, or even catch me off guard accidently and then kill me. You'd feel so bad because you killed me that you would jump next. Well to tell you the truth I don't want you to die, I want you to live the life I never wanted. I filmed you a video before when we're going to drive off the bridge together. When we were together. Well I will see you in the millennium when you finally die or even if you finally off yourself.
That was the beginning of a horrible end of the year I have ever had. Most yet I didn't die a virgin Alexis sought to do that. I never felt so depressed till my mom told me I ruined her chances at life. She is a horrible bitch! I fucking hated her since she hadn't invited my cousins or friends to my Easter egg hunt. I was the only one who showed up. But fortunately I had a fever and got sick like every Easter. But well this is the story of my junior year and my unfortunate death. I hope to see you on the other side.