I'd always wanted to be those simple minded girls who would walk down the hallways with a confident smile towards everyone. I wanted to the one with the many friends who I could text and they'd reply back or if they needed me and or I needed them they and I would be their for each other. But the truth of my reality was that it's just a simple minded wish which I realize now would never come true.
Sometimes you see yourself in a fairytale of lies or dreams, telling yourself 'maybe I could get the clothes, hair, and makeup and everyone will love me', or 'If I drop ten or twenty pounds maybe I'd have a boyfriend with a snap of my finger' but the truth of those who dream big is it never really comes true. That's what I realized in me crazed reality about those dreams. Why I didn't have the simple life like most girls. Why everyone looked at me differently from those popular girls who looked as beautiful but not personality wise and why my best friend in the whole world left me for the popular.
Sometimes you just have to realize that most people can act differently then you know. They might just be wearing disguises that you can see through and that just makes you out- girl of the school to those who see you for you.