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the truth of the matter

Essay By: tru2U
Young adult

well i geuss have more ti think about than i thought

Submitted:Mar 22, 2012    Reads: 13    Comments: 0    Likes: 1   

i knew from the start when she didnt want to talk to me she allways did it, she just wouldnt answer so i did the only thing i knew i wouldnt give up... i would text her or write her as much as possible, i couldnt give up no matter what my heart wouldnt let me, part of me keeps saying you stupid fool you know deep down inside she makes you happier than any other person on the face of the eart you cant pass her up because she said no, what happened to never giving up. the other part of me is too used to the repeated scars of falling for someone and being left for someone else, more than anything i want her more than anyone i want her, but she doesnt want me, my friends say she isnt worth my time that im just going to get hurt frankly ive been hurt alot already what is a few more scars to add, more than anything i want her to be happy i want to be the good guy and put her first but i love her a part of me allways will, since the first time i met her i just knew i was gonna fall in love with her it was just amazing even now im remembering everything from the past and just wishing i would have told her everything maybe then she would have said yes, or even considered things... idk what would have happened i know what i would have hoped happened.. now everytime our song comes on i can honestly say my heart aches, i just immediaty think of her and from then on im stuck just dreaming, wishing, hoping she heard the song too and just maybe thought of me


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