
Preface
I feel like the girl trapped in the tower with no way of escaping, the one that knows she is right and should not be dressed in the rages of the unwelcomed servant. I know I should not be shedding any more tears over him, but it just brings up the moments I had to face head on that night I was left on the front steps staring into the darkest of nights, as I watched the one person I loved walk out of my life without a warning or hint of the betrayal I now faced…
As tears run down my face I just want to sleep, sleep these moments I keep reliving away and awake to a new start, a start that does not involve how I was left behind, a start that does not end with me as the bad guy for everyone to blame, I want a happy ending to a story that is told as old as time…
I know my reason for not waiting isn’t just, but getting news like that on your doorstep at night and then being expected to just take it without question is crazy. I know I should have said something at that moment but as I watched him walk out of my life into the dark all words were lost to me, as he faded into the night and I sank to the ground and lost my self… I don’t know how long I sat staring at that path just waiting for him to turn around and come back to me. It was the worst feeling in the world, the longest moment of my life, but no one was there to hear my cries.
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