I stared at Jayden as he watched me. I was wordless. I didn't
know what to say. He said….. But…. Jayden moved up to bed so he
was closer to me. "Jayden." I whispered looking at him. He took
my hand in his leaning towards me.
"I'm not joking Bailey." He whispered.
"What - what do you mean Jayden?" I whispered to him as his blue
eyes twinkling as he stared at me.
"Can I do something?" He whispered leaning in. I nodded my head
shuddering as I felt Jayden's warm breath on my face.
"Anything." I swallowed as I felt like I had just eaten a spoon
full of cinnamon like I did when I went to camp when I was
younger. Jayden leaned closer till I felt his warm breath on my
lips. I closed my eyes as I felt the warmth of his lips on mine.
Jayden kissed me. Jayden kissed me. Jayden IS kissing me. It was
soft and warm. Just like I remembered it was like. But now it was
different. It wasn't a kiss of lust or a kiss saying 'thanks for
the sex' it was a kiss. I felt my heart start to race as Jayden
deepened the kiss. I felt Jayden lift his hand up and gently
stroke my cheek. He leaned his forehead against mine. I opened my
eyes to look at him. His eyes where closed as he tried to catch
his breath again.
"You alright?" He whispered opening his eyes to look at me. I
nodded my head as I tried to stop my gasps for air. "I'm sorry."
He said moving away from me laying me down as I caught my breath.
"Don't apologize." I smiled at him as he pulled the blanket
around him and sat down.
"I don't want to but I just feel like I have to." I looked over
"Why?" My stomach dropped into knees.
"Because it's my fault you're here."
"You kissed me because you felt sorry for me?" He looked over at
"Of course not Bailey why would I do that?" He asked rubbing his
head putting his hands.
"How am I supposed to know? I barley know you anymore." He looked
up at me.
"What's that supposed to mean?"
"Jay seen we where 16 you changed so much."
"No," He shook his head. "No I haven't." I gave a short laugh.
"Are you kidding me? Look at you. Look what you became. You Jay
or my Jay-Jay. Your Jayden Dalton."
"I was always Jayden Dalton." I shook my head pulling my knees up
to lay my chin on top of them.
"No forgot to come to Pool Wednesday. Remember?" He shook his
head. "Your date, you blew us off. You never were like this." He
shook his head again laying his head in his hands again.
"You were my partner. You should have been there to play with us.
It was the tournament. But no you rather go on date."
"Bailey she was a mistake." I laughed again.
"And what we did 2 years ago wasn't? Or even just now? You always
regret it Jayden."
"No I don't." He snapped looking up at me.
"Oh really? Why did you call it a mistake?" He bit his lip.
"Don't flatter yourself Jayden. I'm just a mistake to you."
"You are not a mistake."
"Oh really? Do you regret sleeping with me then? Cause you know I
got the worse deal of all. You took my virginity."
"You know I was a virgin too. Not everything is you Bailey."
"I never said everything was me! I said that you regret it!" I
yelled at him. He stood up.
"I don't fucking regret it!" He yelled back. I laughed at him.
"Alright you're the one who won't tell anyone! You're the one
that's keeping it one big fucking secret!" I shook my head.
"You're the one who told me not to!"
"Bull shit!" I shook my head. I can't do this. I was suddenly
really tired. My heart felt like it was slowly down fast, just
wanting to go to sleep. "Bailey you alright?" He asked quieting
down and looking at me.
"Please just leave me alone Jayden." I said as a tear rolled down
my face. Jayden stared at me as I closed my eyes trying to fight
"Bailey I'm sorry I didn't mean what I just said." He said giving
me sad eyes.
"It's alright, I just, I'm just really tired." He nodded.
"Alright, I'll come back later." He whispered. He turned around
to walk out but suddenly turned around. "Can I have one more
kiss?" He said quietly as if he didn't want anyone to hear.
"Sure." He came over almost silently and pressed his lips onto
mine in a sweet kiss. He pulled back and pulled the blanket up as
I started to close my eyes as the tiredness really started to
"Sleep tight," was the last thing I heard before I fell into a
deep restless sleep……
I woke to the sound of my cell phone blaring next to my head. I
rubbed my eyes picking it up.
Taylor*Hey sorry I had to call again. Just to see if you were
alright. I called before and you didn't answer so I just started
to panic. What if I don't get my hug?
Me* I'm alright sorry. These pain meds there giving me are
knocking me right out.
Taylor* Pain meds? Knocking you out? Bailey what the hell is
Me* I just had a rough patch.
Taylor* Please tell me your alright.
Me* I am I promise.
Taylor* What is that noise? Are you in the hospital?
Taylor* Aw man Bailey I wish I was there if you right now.
I closed my eyes flapping back on my pillows. I wish he was too.
Taylor* You still there Bailey?
Me* Your not calling me Blondie.
Taylor* No you're in pain and it's not funny. I wish I was there
to hold your hand like the last time.
Me* I wish you were too…
Taylor* God this is horrible. You're like a frickin' danger
Me* I'm sorry.
Taylor*Why are you apologizing? You didn't do anything
Me* I don't know why….
Taylor* It's alright your just scared.
Me* I know.
I heard mumbling and voices in the background.
Taylor* Crap Bailey I have to go on patrol. I will call you right
after I get back I promise.
Me* Alright. Stay safe.
Taylor* Same as you. I don't know what I would do if I lost you…
I was about to ask him what he meant when I heard the click of
the phone being disconnected. I sighed. If he does like me who am
I going to choose? Jayden or Taylor?
N/A: Okay So I have to ask. Team Hollywood (Taylor) or Team