The day was uneventful from then on. I sat on the hood of TJ’s truck when I felt my phone vibrate in my pocket. I pulled it from my hoodie and flipped it open.
***Owen*** Come to my car now. You’re coming over my house. You better hurry; I’m in a good mood. ***
I sighed slipping my phone back in my pocket as TJ come over. “Hey.” I smiled at him.
“Hey, I just wanted to tell you that I have football practice so I was going to call Dad to come pick you up.” He smiled pulling out his keys.
“No you don’t have to. I’m going over Owen’s house.” I saw TJ’s jaw clench as I said his name.
“I can skip practice if you want me to.” He said. I looked at Owen to see him pointing at his wrist and tapped it twice.
“Don’t worry. I’ll see you when I get home. Love you TJ.” I kissed his cheek before running off to Owen.
“It took you long enough.” He growled in my ear. I shuddered in fear at his tone.
“I’m sorry I had to talk to TJ.” I sighed. “I didn’t mean to take so long.” I looked up at his face. He looked down at me and sighed. His dark eyes calm for once in a long time. He looked like the Owen I feel in love with two years ago. I snuggled into his side as we walked to his car.
“Its fine I guess just don’t do it again.” He sighed putting his arm around my shoulders making me flinch. He looked down at me glimmers of anger in his eyes made me want the ground to open up and swallow me up.
“I’m sorry Owen.” I said as he pushed me into the seat. He stormed away to his seat. As he sat down he sighed and rubbed his face.
“It’s fine. Let’s just get back to my house.” He sighed. He looked at me almost softly. I looked down at able to look at his face. His hand grabbed mine and held it in his strong grip. I intertwined our finger as he drove us to his family’s house. He got out of his seat and opened my door. I stepped out on shaky legs and he took my hand in his. He opened his house door and put me on his couch. “So I was thinking Babe. We need to take it to the next step.” He said pushing me down on the couch.
“Owen I, I don’t want to.” I said pushing his face away from mine. This made him angry.
“I didn’t give you a chose. You are going to sleep with me.” He said slapping me. My face hit the hard part of the armrest causing my eyes to go blurry.
“I don’t want to have sex yet.” I whimpered. He grabbed my face forcing me into kissing him.
“I don’t care what you want! I am your boyfriend so you do whatever I want. If I want to fucking pop your cherry. Then I will fucking pop your cherry.” He growled at me. I felt the tears start to roll down my face. “Don’t you dare cry. I am helping you. You better not be crying. You love me so you need to help me.” He bit my shoulder making me cry out in pain. He looked up at me and pulled off my shirt. “This is going to be worth the wait. I have waited too long to wait any longer.” He almost purred at me. He unzipped his jeans making me cry harder………….
I curled up in a ball trying to make the bleeding stop. “Oh shut up, it was amazing.” He laughed at me as he laid there naked as the day he was born.
“No it wasn’t, it was horrible.” I cried. Owen slapped me across my face.
“Shut up Ryan. It was amazing; you just don’t want to admit it.” He smiled wiping himself clean with my shirt.
“Can I go home now?” I whispered. He glared at me.
“Get out of here. I’ll go find another slut to pleasure me.” He said pushing me off the couch making me smash my head into the hard floor. “Get out.” He yelled at me. I grabbed my underwear and jeans and pulled them on before grabbing my bra and hoodie since my shirt had blood over it because Owen closed up his mess with it. I couldn’t run. I could barely walk. I ran down the street before clasping in the pain of Owen raping me. I pulled out my phone as the sunset started to darken.
TJ* Where are you?
Me* About two blocks from his house
TJ* I’m coming right now.
He hung up the phone as I started to cry, on the cold grown of North Carolina. I laid my head in my hands and sobbed as the darkness took over the sky. I felt the head lights on me. I looked up to see TJ jumping out of his truck. “Hey.” I whispered. He dropped to his knees and hugged me.
“You have me scared shitless Ryan.” He squeezed me tighter to him.
“I’m sorry. I, I just want to go home.” I whispered. He took my face in his hands and rubbed his thumb over the red marks on my cheeks.
“What did he do to you?” He asked. I shook my head.
“Nothing happened TJ” Lies. “Please TJ; I just want to go home.” I sighed trying not to cry again. He sighed and picked me up, knowing I didn’t want to walk. He lay me gently in the seat and ran to the other side of his pick-up.
“You sure?” He asked looking at me as he stopped at a stop light.
“Yes, I’m sure.” Lies, lies, why do I lie?
“Well you can tell Dad about the marks on your face. Better yet you can tell Aunt Kirsty and Uncle Jesse; because they are over with Sam and Logan. Or even better Uncle Ruben is over to.” He said to me. I looked over at him.
“What about Audrey?” I asked in a whisper. He looked over at me and his navy eyes softened.
“Aunt Alex is over with Aaron and Audrey too.” He patted my hand. I looked out of the window wanting to die right here, right now…………….