It never occured to me that death could actually be born. I always feared the pain it might bring me, the heartache it would give the people who loved me, how much joy it would bring those who were my eneimes, and where I would end up. Never in my life would I have imagined that I was already dead. Now it seems so clear on why I hated the sun and rejoiced when the clouds came out. If I've given others the wrong idea that I'm a blood sucking demon also known as a vampire than I must apologize because that us not who nor what I am. What I am is a mystery waiting to be solved. A lust that brings you pleasure, pain, and a sensation that can not be resisted. I am an abomination to others as well as people who are like me, I do not have a specific name for myself except one which can not be revealed until the end of this tale but there is a second one and that is ..............dangerous.