...................... "Gotta love the sound of the rain" Kellan
sighed he was propped up on his elbow his fingers tracing little
circles across my back. I turned and looked at him
"So which one of us is going to say it?" he smiled half heartedly
"It's going to be hard" he pulled me across his chest "I have to
leave here and spend the next 48 hours in Spain then we head to
England and then I'm off to Canada for three months filming"
"I'm going the other way round the world for the next ten and a
half months" I looked up at him
"I hate to say this but it's been fun" He kissed the top of my
head "I mean"
"It's okay I know what you mean…"
"I like to see the girl I'm dating as often as I can" I sat up
"Kellan it's okay" I got up off the bed and wrapped the comforter
round me and walked over to the window "I'm a girl from the
middle of now where and I've been thrust into this world almost
overnight… Hell what Miranda said about you tonight was what we
all used to say about you 6 months ago when we saw you in a
movie" He chuckled I felt him stand behind me and put his hands
on my shoulders. "I'd have been one of those girls in the crowds
waiting to catch a glimpse of a guy like you" he pressed his lips
to my shoulder "I've not had it easy in fact the last 2 years
have really sucked and I'm still struggling with things…"
"Yeah" I turned to look at him "I was told well I was left a
voice mail from him telling me I was nothing and no guy would
want me because of things that had happened and…" I looked down "
he didn't know why he'd stayed with me because the sex wasn't up
"Okay well he's lying" Kellan pulled me closer "Chris in the time
I've known you your fun, your talented as hell and beautiful.
You've got a group of friends that I'm actually jealous of
"Yeah but that's just because you like Nickelback" I rested my
head on his chest
"Well yeah but" he lifted my chin "You have people you can turn
to that aren't after you for what you have"
"You sound like Chad"
"Yeah well I've been used and I know how it hurts when people
tell lies about you or misuse your trust" he rubbed my cheek with
the back of his hand. "Don't believe what your Ex said baby
you're worth more than the dumb thoughts of some Russian" I
pulled back and looked at him
"How did you know he was Russian?"
"I was talking to Miranda and Heidi… You're too good for him" I
shook my head and walked back to the bed "And way to hot" he
kissed me "We've got 4 hours before I have to get up and go to
"For old times sake" I laughed as he tugged off the
……………………… My phone started to ring as I walked into the lobby of
Me * what?
Alfie * okay that's two nights in a row that you've ditch all of
us and never called in
Me * I'm sorry and I take it you drew the short saw in having to
Alfie * nope I wanted to make sure you were okay and I was the
first to the phone
Me * I'm getting in the elevator right now I'll be upstairs in a
I pushed open the door to the room
"Have fun last night" Heidi laughed I flopped on the bed with my
arms above my head
"Yes" I nodded
"So you seeing him again tonight" Miranda walked in from the
other room "and is that a hickie?" I jumped up and looked at my
neck "Not there" she poked just above the waist band of my jeans
"There" I peered into the mirror and quickly pulled my shirt back
"Maybe" I smiled
"Are you seeing his sexy ass tonight after the show?" Heidi
giggled "Damn I can't believe you hooked up with Kellan Lutz of
"I just got back from the airport he's on a plane on his way to
Spain" I shrugged they both looked at me
"So nothing. He's having to do promotional stuff to do for his
movie right now… He's busy and I'm busy" I twisted the bracelet
"You okay with it?" Heidi sat up "I mean after what Dimi did?"
"I'm fine" I nodded "Really"
"But it's Kellan" Miranda did an overly dramatic faint into the
arm chair and started laughing
"And he's hot as hell, and yes in a way I guess I was trying to
prove a point with the Dimi stuff and I went further with Kellan
then I would have or should have" I chewed the inside of my cheek
"and you know what I don't really care"
"Wow Miss Liberated" Heidi giggled "Wham Bam thank you Mr.
Cullen" I picked up a pillow and threw it at her
"Jack ass" I flopped back down "He's sweet but I guess he's going
one way and I'm doing my thing"
"Fair enough" Miranda nodded. "I just wished you'd got some
pictures of at least his ass naked" she sighed. I got up and
walked toward the bathroom and pulled my phone from my pocket and
threw it at her.