…………………. "Isn't that my hand writing" I felt Chad's fingers on my
"Yep Lukas found the paper you'd hand written it on in the files
he had" I looked over my shoulder at him "You're okay with me
using it aren't you?"
"I'm just thinking how sexy it looks" He looked from the tattoo
to me "and I think like the one on your leg I might need
royalties" he turned me round putting his hands on my butt and
pulling me against him
"I think we tag it onto the same payment plan we already have" my
fingers slid under his t-shirt.
"I like that plan" he nodded "Come on lets go and show the others
he reached for my hand tugging on the ring again pulling it off
before he started laughing and running
"Okay so not funny"……………….
……………. I pulled on my jeans.
"You look nervous?" Chad leant on the bathroom door frame "Sexy
as hell right now but nervous"
"I'm going to spend a chunk of today half naked out in public" I
looked through the mirror at him and I'm trying to work out if
you're really okay with me doing the shoot with Kellan" I chewed
the inside of my cheek.
"Baby are you serious?" He walked over to me "Yes you and he had
fun should we say but he's a good guy and we talk a lot you know
that" I nodded "If it was some other built young hot guy then
hell yes I might be a little more 'hey Dude hands off the ass
that's my girlfriend'" he grinned "Kellan I'm good with it he's a
friend right" I nodded "You sleep in my bed every night, you're
moving in with me still right"
"Of course" I nodded
"So you're doing a photo shoot with a friend that I'm sorry if
this sounds gay" he pulled a face "Has one hell of a body" I
started to laugh "He and you make those pictures that and don't
forget I've seen the contract make you a heap of money"
"I don't care about the money I just need to know it's okay"
"It's okay" He kissed me. The door knocked "Get a shirt on and
lets get going" I grabbed my tank from the bed and put it on
while he answered the door.
"You ready?" Lukas asked
"Already" I picked up my purse and the ring from the side and put
in on. We headed for a Japanese garden with a view of Mt. Fuji. I
was listening to another new song that Alfie had written while
Chad and Lukas went over some paperwork. Chad looked at me and
then at Lukas
"Did you get it booked?"
"Yes you have a private villa on the beach with 24 hour security
from Sunday" Lukas nodded "In fact I think we've booked most of
the Villa's on the Island I'm flying in Heidi for Alfie and
Kerion and Pete are heading actually for some Jungle trek thing
they wanted to do in the mountains there"
"We really need to find them girlfriends" Chad laughed
"Are you sure?" Chad looked at him
"Okay if you ask me that again I'll have to kick your ass" Chad
"Okay" Lukas held up his hands "Hey Chris" he nudged me I pulled
out the earphones "We're here and hows the new song"
"Okay I think he was drunk when he wrote it" I laughed "But I
think me singing about what happens in the back seat of a
Limo…okay forget that" I groaned as both Chad and Lukas started
to laugh the driver opened the door Chad Stepped out and offered
me his hand
"Dude" We looked round as Kellan walked over a steaming coffee in
"Hey" Chad hugged him "You know the song next contestant"
"Ha ha funny" Kellan laughed looking at me "Hey you" he put the
coffee on the roof of the limo and picked me up in a bear hug
"It's all the Sex" Lukas teased turning me bright red
"Oh Jeez" I groaned
"Christine" I looked up as Julia and Damian walked toward us
"Thank god someone to save me" I laughed
"You go get sorted" Lukas looked at me I nodded Chad kissed me.
"I love you"
"Love you too" He grinned as I walked away
"Damn you look like a love sick puppy" Kellan laughed elbowing
"Dude I feel like it"
"You're okay with me and Chris doing the…" Kellan started as they
walked toward the garden
"Don't you start I've had Chris asking e that since this morning"
Chad laughed "Who was it that told me to go for it with her"
"Me" Kelland shrugged
"Exactly you could have easily made it work with the two of you"
they both sat down "Don't pretend you couldn't" Kellna rubbed his
hand over his jaw.
"True and I really liked… sorry like Chris, but there's something
almost like a wall that I don't think she was going to let down
around me" he leant on the table "Something that was really
hurting her but I wasn't the right person for her to trust that
with" he looked at Chad "and I saw the two of you together the
looks that said everything like you wanted to make sure she was
safe and you were in love with her" Kellan sat back and shrugged
"I'm happy to be her friend and yours and good luck to both of
"That means a lot Dude I still can't believe I have her" Chad
sighed as Lukas walked over to them
"You're a rockstar don't girls normally throw them selves at you"
"Yeah but I have to deal with guys hitting on her as well" Chad
groaned "but we handle it"
"You handle what?" I walked over
"Shit Baby" Chad whistled
"Looking smoking Chris" Kellan got up "I'll go get ready" he
walked over Chad stood up
"Do we get to keep these?" he smiled I nodded "Damn"
"Come with me" I took his hand
"Chris you have a photo shot to do we can't" I looked at him
"Take your shirt off"
"Excuse me" he raised an eye brow
"Come on while I'm waiting for Kellan Michael has agreed to take
some shots of us" I looked to where the photographer was sorting
out his camera.
"Seriously" I nodded Chad pulled off his shirt and pulled me to
him "You planned this?"
"Yep from when Lukas told me about today My arms circled his neck
as his mouth found the soft spot below my ear my back arching in
to him my eyes closing. I was in the arms of the man who'd made
everything bad seem to go away and I loved him so much right now
it actually hurt. He pulled me up to him resting his forehead
against mine his fingers my hand flat on his chest his in the
small of my back.
"I got the shots guys" Michael called out "Chad you're a natural"
"Now that's a hot couple" Kellan laughed "Nice Tattoo Chris… Hey
Chad you after my job" Chad laughed and looked up
"No you can have it I'll stick to singing" He looked at me "I
"No don't run" Kellan walked over to us "Michael take on with the
three of us" Kellan Put me against Chad and he stood behind me
Chad was trying not to laugh "Dude come on something you can show
your kids the guy Mommy let go of" My breath caught in my throat.
I felt Chad tense up
"I think you guys need to get done what you need to do" Chad
swallowed "I've done my modeling thing for the day" He kissed me
"He doesn't know remember" I nodded trying to control the sick
feeling I had………………..