………………………. I lay back on my bed and stared at the ceiling. I’d made excuses at dinner time so I didn’t have to sit and make small talk with everyone. Ryan had headed out with Kendra right after school. I curled up and looked at the picture of Jamie and Bryn that Jenna had put up with other pictures. I groaned and faced the wall. Why the hell did I mess around and not go for it with him. I was kicking myself. My phone started to ring I picked it up.
Me * what?
Bryn * oh nice I was calling to let you know your brother got an earlier flight to you the doctor just let me know from the hospital.
Me * as in he’s on his way?
Bryn * yep he was going to call you when he hit the US and then give you some ETA on getting to you,
Me * good
Bryn * so what’s wrong?
Me * nothing I’m just sweet and peachy
Bryn * I asked what was wrong with you not how good your arse is.
Me * I’m not even in the mood for your’ jokes right now.
Bryn * Right whos’ pissed you off you love my jokes normally.
Me * I had the chance with a really hot guy and I blew it
Bryn * you’re good at that so what’s wrong.
Me * oh thanks so I’m good at screwing up relationships.
Bryn * no you said you blew him
Me * OMG BRYN.
Bryn * what?
Me * I can’t believe you said that.
Bryn * why what did you say?
Me * I BLEW IT NOT HIM
Bryn * sorry I was testing something today and it popped my ears and they’re still not right
He was laughing making me smile
Bryn * so what did you do that was so bad.
Me * turned him on.
Bryn * so you did blow him
Me * so help me I’ll tell Jamie what we did.
Bryn * I’m sorry I was trying to get you to smile. So what’s with the jerk passing you up.
Me * I led him on
Bryn * you teased a poor guy Isabel really.
Me * Oh don’t you Isabel me… he was doing the same to me.
Bryn * so if you’re both teasing the crap out of each other I know you and you can’t handle it for to long.
Me * Yeah thanks for reminding me.
Bryn * well all it took was me to ask if you were going commando in the dress you wore to the ball and we were…
Me * I know I was there Bryn… and you were doing that thing on my shoulder all night that was driving me insane.
Bryn * I have magic fingers
Me * I shouldn’t have told you this
Bryn * I’m sorry… so why do you think you’ve blown your chance with him.
Me * he was shagging someone else last night
Bryn * oh I can see why that would be a problem.
Me * I rest my case now I’m just feeling sorry for myself and wish I was in Belgrade or Rio right now.
Bryn * you don’t mean that.
Me * oh I do.
Bryn * you need to get Jamie to sort it out for you.
Me * hell no… last thing I need is that. I guess I’ll suck it up.
Bryn * he’s stupid passing you up.
Me * Yeah well, most do after a while.
Bryn * hey you dumped me
Me * hang on how could I dump you all we did was have sex
Bryn * true… But you know I would have dated you.
Me * okay we went through this I’m not the settle down and marry type right now… and we’re to close you’re like a big brother with benefits
Bryn * okay that sounded so beyond wrong.
Me * I wish you were here now.
Bryn * why?
Me * because I have some cute friends that think you’re hot… well you and Jamie and I want Jamie to take Jenna to the dance we ha=ve coming up.
Bryn * I don’t know if he’ll want to do that.
Me 8 Why?
Bryn * well remember the tall blonde Serbian.
Me * Talia… she was like a supermodel
Bryn * yep well he’s been doing her at every chance he had since the ball.
Me * 6 months
Bryn * yup…
Me 8 oh jeez and now I promised Jenna she’d have a hot date for the dance.
Bryn * Sorry.
Me * Oh it get worse
Bryn * you’ll be fine… look don’t tell her till you talk to Jamie.
Me * I’m going to go drown myself in the bath.
Bryn * don’t do that look talk to Jamie and I’m sure he’ll sort something out.
Me * I guess.
Bryn * and you need to pull yourself together and sort out this guy if you really like him.
Me * I will you know me.
Bryn * yup I do and how hot are your friends.
Me * Good night Bryn
Bryn * night Iz
I closed the phoine and got off the bed and went across the hall to the bathroom I needed a hot shower and try to work out how to tell Jenna her crush was dating a 6 foot stunning woman. I got into the shower and let the steaming hot water run over me.
“You know the door does lock if you force it”……………………..