.............................. I walked down the hallway and hit
the button on the elevator I heard running footsteps behind me.
"I'm sorry… Chris I love you… Please listen" he stood right
behind me his hands loosely on my arms "That's the translation" I
closed my eyes.
"Sorry doesn't cover it Dimitri" I hung my head "If I didn't have
this one shot at doing what I love… I wouldn't go on" I turned to
look at him. "You want to know the reason I drove up here?" I
didn't wait for an answer I knew Jackson Xander and Miranda were
going to be at the airport to say goodbye which meant there was a
possibility you were going to be there and I didn't want to have
to face you or see you"
'Why didn't you listen when I called you at school" he asked
"Because I didn't hear you… and I don't know even if I had I
would have listened" I fought back the tears "I thought for one
really dumb assed moment going home to Wausau would be good to
see faces and places I love… I guess I forgot how small it is and
that Arron would have found out somehow I 'd be there" I wrapped
my arms round myself realizing the hoodie I was wearing was
"So I basically forced you back here to face him" he turned away
from me and paced a little as the door to the elevator opened and
some of the sound guys got off and smiled at me I nodded back a
greeting. "Chris…" I looked at Dimitri "When we got in last night
no one was awake other than William and Mom wanted to talk to
him… what you said in the room just about him raping you" I
"He took me out side when I was about to go to the bathroom and
threw me like last season's hunting doe in the bed of his truck
and raped me" I snapped bluntly he sat in one of the two chairs
that faced the elevator and put his head in his hand. "To cut a
long story short I was told I needed to go to the hospital
because he tried to choke me and William wanted to make sure my
chords were okay… everything spilled out I gave the police a full
statement and everything they needed" I couldn't hold the tears
in anymore "I don't want to be that girl that's too scared to say
things to people anymore… I'm sick of having no one" Dimitri got
up and went to hug me I backed away from him. "I'm sick of
finding guys that use me when I love them… and you have no idea
how much I loved you"
"Hey Chris you want to get some breakfast?" Pete walked down the
hallway toward us.
"Sure" I called the elevator again this time the doors opening
"Guys hurry up the Elevators here" there was a sound like
stampeding cattle as the guys ran down the hall Niko pulled
Dimitri inside with is we were jammed in Dimitri's hand touching
mine he stroked his fingers lightly down the back of my hand I so
wanted to pull my hand away and either punch him or push it in to
the pocket of his hoodie I was still wearing, but somehow it felt
strangely comforting. We walked out on the to floor which held
the restaurant half of it was sectioned off for all of the
Nickelback group. Elena was sitting with William and the band
Chad leant across the table and said something. Elena got up and
"Christine" her face was how a mothers looks when she's worrying
about one of her kids something I hadn't seen in my mother face
for a long time. I felt the lump hit my throat as she hugged me
to her the tears streamed silently down my cheeks. "It's okay
Baby" she soothed "No man will hurt you again".
"Hey Chris" I looked up as Chad walked over his was pained.
"How's the voice?"
"I haven't tried it yet" I sniffed wiping my eyes on my sleeves
"Look I'm so sorry you guys have to deal with my crap" I was
standing in front of one of the biggest rock stars in the world
apologizing for getting beaten and raped.
"It's not crap Chris" his tone was sharp "When you come on tour
with us he looked round at the guys who were listening "you
become part of a slightly crazy dysfunctional family" the smile
cocked on his face "I already said to Will that we'd treat you
guys like little brothers and sisters" he hugged me "don't be
afraid to come to any of your big brothers… come to the gig
tonight and see if it helps take your mind off it"
"Thank you" I nodded he winked and walked over to where dimitir
was sitting and crouched down.
"Dude okay one you're an idiot for letting her go. Two do
everything you can to get her back she is going to make it huge
with these guys" he pointed to Pete and the others. "But you need
the security of people you love to keep you grounded and to make
this job a little less lonely" he got up and want back to his
table and sat down, I poured a coffee and felt a nudge. I looked
"Okay so if two brothers sort of kind of wanted to go to a town
west of here you got any idea how to do it?"
"Don't Niko" I begged.
"Chris someone needs to teach this dude a lesson and there's two
Russian ready to do it"
"Niko he's not worth it" I sighed.
"Okay I guess we can use the GPS" he shrugged "Don't forget he
has no idea who the hell we are"
"No but the police are already after him you guys beat the crap
out of him and I might as well have just let him rape ma and get
away with it again" I put my hand on his arm "I want my friends
not meat heads"
"Jeez When you put it like that" he sighed "I was ready to kick
the crap out of someone as well"……………………..