*** okay as a warning the translations isn't perfect as in the
English to Russian but i thought the english was pretty and it is
a Russian poem***
......................... "I need another drink" I got to my
"Chris…" Dimitri scrabbled up and caught my hand. "Where do I
stand?" he pleaded.
"Right now… Green Bay Wisconsin" He turned me to face him.
"You know what I mean?" he groaned his fingers linked with mine
"All I want is to have you in my arms again"
"I don't know" I closed my eyes "You took the most hurtful route
to get nowhere when we should have been celebrating you were…
walking all over my dreams" I looked at him "I stood on that
stage the other night with Nickelback I was riding so high and I
wanted you to be proud of me proud that your girlfriend was
actually holding her own with one of the top bands in the world…
and you walk out"
"I was so scared you'd be gone on this tour and forget about me"
He rested his forehead against mine.
"Dimitri I was… I mean Arron…" He hugged me to him and rubbed his
thumb in circles on my neck to comfort me.
"I'm not expecting to jump into bed again with you" he murmured
into my hair "I want my baby back… I want my girlfriend back"
"I need to think about it? I don't know if I can trust you again…
are you going to tell me you don't love me again?" Dimitri looked
round. And pulled me after him back toward the stage "What are
"Something that will surprise you and hopefully show you how much
you mean to me" he smiled nervously "and I'm stepping way out of
my comfort zone doing this" he dropped my hand as we got to the
arena floor. He walked over to Niko and Elena and spoke to them
all three of them looked at me and smiled. Niko walked over to me
as Dimitri disappeared backstage Alfie came over with Pete and
Kerion. He handed me a sup of tea.
"Dimitri said you wanted another one of these" I nodded stopping
as Dimitri caught my eye as he walked out on stage. "What is he
doing?" I looked at Niko.
"Well I get to be your translator" Niko grinned standing behind
me and putting his arms round me and rested his chin on my
shoulder. "Oh he's so not comfortable up there" he chuckled
looking at a fidgeting Dimitri standing with the microphone. "I'm
ready to roll Bro" Niko called out. Dimitri took a deep breath.
"И я лежу без слов на ноги
Из той, которая является желание моего сердца,
Моя тайная любовь, белый крылатый огонь
Свифт бури порог развертки" he started
"And I lie wordless at the feet
Of her who is my heart's desire,
My secret love; a white winged fire
Swift storms across the threshold sweep..."Nico murmured.
"Какая боль, какая сладкая радость, какое блаженство
Чтобы говорить нежный имя, поцелуй
Твой поезд украдкой, рядом с вами, чтобы задержаться
Хотя метели петь!"
"What pain, what sweet delight, what bliss
To speak your tender name, to kiss
Your train by stealth, near you to linger
While blizzards sing!"
"В темной камере тюрьмы темной,
Сердце в пьяном барабаны восторга.
Холодные, снежные цветы ресницы слегка,
Ваш мирного, шелк-мягкие ресницы уплотнением."
"In its dark prison cell benighted,
The heart in drunken rapture reels.
Cold, snowy blooms your lashes lightly,
Your peaceful, silk-soft lashes seal." I looked at Niko he
shrugged "some words don't quiet translate the same but this is
basically what he's saying"
"Как один дикие ветры одолели
Это, как он бежит, чтобы начать удар,
Я гляжу на безжизненное цветок
Прежде чем я встаю из-из снега"
"Like one by wild winds overpowered
That as he runs begin to blow,
I seem to see a lifeless flower
Before me rise from out the snow.."
"И часто, однако, осторожно,
Имя моего Снегурочка скользит
Как мягкий снег с замороженных Лепесток
В тайне от моей дрожащими губами."
"And often, however gently,
The name of my Snow Maiden slips
Like soft snow from a frozen petal
In secret from my trembling lips." Niko released his arms from
round my shoulders. I felt the tears on my cheeks as a breeze
blew through the arena.
"Excuse me" I walked away from the guys and round to the back of
the stage as Dimitri walked down the stairs.
"Where… how… it's" I put my hands on his face and kissed him. He
was so uncomfortable with what he just did, it made me ralize how
far he was willing to go to apologize to me……………………..