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The only way i can go is up now

Novel By: Kirkyb
Young adult


Autumn is at the lowest point in her 17year long life getting mixed up with a Jerk who she thought was a special guy she felt like she was stuck on the wrongside of the tracks trying to cover up her life at home and school and not let people in to her painful life until a suprising encounter with a guy begins to make her fell normal again View table of contents...


Submitted:Jul 7, 2009    Reads: 1,689    Comments: 63    Likes: 19   


…………………………….Matt opened the door and let me walk in first Bryony and Maggie looked round and smiled at me. I took Drew’s jacket off and handed it to him.

“Thanks for that” I said.

“You’re welcome” he nodded handing me a folded napkin “That’s for you” he winked. I opened it and read what he’d written

I free hug pass redeemable whenever you need it

(unless I’m on the football field).

I started to laugh Matt stopped getting the plates from the cupboard and looked at me, as I walked out of the kitchen and went to my room putting the note in my jacket pocket.

“Wow that’s not something I’ve heard for a long time” Matt said quietly the others looked at him.

“What isn’t” Luke said taking the plates from him.

“Autumn laughing” Matt sighed “It’s a good thing to hear what did the note say”.

“I offered her a hug” Drew shrugged “and she told me she was to sore so I gave her a rain check for one instead”.

“Nice one” smiled putting her hand on Drew’s arm do you do that for all girls.

“Friends yes” He smiled hugging her and Maggie together as I walked back in the room.

“You want to eat in here or in the living room” I said looking at Matt.

“Living room we can watch T.V. and eat by the fire” he said handing me the bags of food the others followed me into the living room I put the food out on to the table I sat on the chair Matt handed me a plate of food. “Eat okay”.

“I will” I nodded I listened to the others chatting about the homecoming dance in a couple of weeks after the big game with the school across town.
“You’re going to come aren’t you” Bryony asked nudging my leg making me jump as she accidently caught a bruise taking the breath from me for a second. Matt put down his plate and looked at me I looked at her and shrugged.

“I don’t know” I said.

“Okay I think I said it wrong it wasn’t a question” she smirked “We’ve missed you at the games even if you’re not going to be cheering it doesn’t mean you can’t sit on the bleachers”.

“We’ll see” I nodded “Excuse me a minute” I got up putting my plate on the table and went to the bathroom, It was only a slight knock Bryony had given my leg but it was throbbing I ran the cold water and put a towel under it making it icy I pulled down my P.J. bottoms and wrung out most of the water before putting it on my leg to take the stinging away………………………….

………………………… “Was it something I said” Bryony asked looking at Matt, he shook his head.

“You want us to go make sure she’s okay” Maggie said putting her plate down and getting up Matt sighed and nodded. Bryony and Maggie got up and walked to the bathroom Luke put his hand on Matt’s shoulder.

“There’s more to it isn’t there”.

“Yeah but that’s for her to tell you if she has to okay” Matt looked at Luke and Drew “Please don’t push it it’s not something that’s easy to hear”.

“We won’t” Drew said looking at Matt.

The bathroom door knocked.

“Autumn it’s us can we come in” Bryony said through the door I took a deep breath and for some reason unlocked the door so they could come in Bryony pushed open the door “Matt wanted us to… OMG what the hell hit you” Maggie came in behind her and pushed the door closed.

“How do you get bruises like that” Maggie said in a hushed voice.

“I… I pissed off a guy” I said looking down at the marks.

“And he did that” Bryony said sitting next to me on the side of the tub, I nodded.

“He did it ripping off my things before he….” I stopped Maggie crouched down in front of me and held my hands.

“What did he do Autumn” She asked.

“He raped me” I heard the intake of breath from both of them. “He hurt me and told me I was paying for what I’d had from him”.

“Was that the drugs” Maggie said, I nodded.

‘He told me the only think I was good for was to be a whore because no one wanted me since I killed half of my family”

“Does your Dad know about this” Bryony asked I shook my head.

“Only Matt and you two now and I don’t know why I told you” I looked at them.

“We screwed up not coming to make sure you were ok after the accident” Maggie sighed “But your Dad told us that the doctors said that you needed to come to terms with it for yourself and not to burden other people with it”.

“that wouldn’t surprise me” I shrugged “He told me I wasn’t to put my grief onto Matt, I know Matt has told you the things he’s said and lied about and the way he’s pushed me away” they both nodded “and now you know how I got mixed up with the wrong guy and drugs and ended up like this” I pointed to the bruises “Matt found me last night contemplating taking the bottle of pain pills I had and going to sleep and not waking up” they both looked at me horror on their faces.

“He said he slept in the chair in your room all night because he was worried about you” Bryony said.

“I didn’t know that” I smiled.

“will you take an apology from us for being lousy friends” Maggie smiled “and please please call us if you need us”.

“If you can deal with me not being as bubbly as I used to be” I shrugged.

“You’llget back to being Autumn” Bryony smiled “We’ll help with that” I took the towel from my leg and dried it off noticing the cringing looks from Bryony and Maggie as I pulled up my P.J.’s.

“One thing don’t mention this to anyone I’ve been whispered about enough behind hands and books for long enough”. I said as Maggie opened the door.

“We won’t say anything” Bryony nodded we went back into the livingroom where the guys were watching some horror movie matt looked at me and came over.

“You okay” he asked.

“I just told them what happened with Bret” I sighed.

“And the club” he questioned.

“No that not yet” I shrugged.

“Come on watch the movie with us” he said grabbing a blanket and wrapping it round me I sat on the couch Bryony and Drew were sitting in the reclinerunder a blanket Luke Looked at me as Maggie sat by me
“Sorry when it’s a horror you remember it has to boy girl” he grinned, I nodded and smiled.

“I remember” I sighed “but wasn’t it just so you could hit on a girl” Luke groaned as the others laughed.

“See she remembers to well” Matt laughed.

“Yeah well” Luke laughed scooting Maggie out of the way and sitting in between us Matt sat on the other end next to Maggie to watch the movie…………………………….




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