.................... Drew rested his head against mine as we danced the words giving me goose bumps as the song finished I looked at him.
“You did well it wasn’t really a hello I was more of a bump outside of the weight room and you pushed your way between me and Scott” Drew smiled “I was determined to get to know you better” he said.
“You still wanted to after you found out my story” I laughed, he nodded.
“I don’t know what it is it’s just something about you I want to hold on to you and tell you I’m falling hard for you” he smiled I looked at him and raised my eye brows. “What is it so hard to believe” he smirked.
“No… well yes… oh I don’t know” I said shaking my head.
“You’re going to tell me you just want to be friends aren’t you” He sighed.
“No” I reassured him “totally the opposite”.
“What you want to ne Enemies” he said pulling a face.
“Did you get hit hard by the ball or another player today” I laughed as he sat on the bed, “I feel so comfortable with you and you make me happy” I said walking over to him and standing between his legs “I’ve been scared to think it or say it but as you’ve said it first I know you feel the same way that I do, I love you” I said I felt my face turn red as the smile spread across Drew’s face, and what was the reason you shaved for” I said sticking my tongue out at him”.
“Because I didn’t want to give you razor rash when I did this for a long time” he fell back on to the bed pulling me down on top of him and put his hand into my hair and kissed me, the kiss was intense the air in the room seemed to become thick and heavy as my hand slid under his shirt and stroked across his stomach. Drew pulled back and looked at me.
“Did I do something wrong” I said.
“No you didn’t, you just made me jump” he said sitting up with me straddled across him now “You know what you do to me and how much you turn me on” he said touching the side of my face “I don’t want you to think that’s all I want because it’s not” he said I got up and walked across to the window again he came behind me and put his hands on my shoulders “After what’s happened to with Bret I wasn’t going to push you in to sex” I turned round to look at him.
“You haven’t pushed me into anything” I said “What Bret did was wrong but I’m damned if I’m going to let it ruin my life I’ve let too many things drag me down I don’t want to sleep with you just because we can” I said putting my head on his chest “I want to sleep with you because I want to, but if what happened makes you feel icky then I understand” Drew started to laugh. “What”.
“You called it Icky” he snorted “That’s something Mom used to say when we did gross things as kids”.
“Drew I’m being serious” I said trying not to laugh but the dimple on his cheek melted me.
‘I’m sorry I just didn’t want you to think that I brought you back here just to get you in to bed” he shrugged, I tipped my head and looked at him.
“I didn’t was it wrong that I kinda hoped though” I said biting y lower lip “Or does that make me sound like a…” he cut me off with a kiss, he pulled back and looked at me.
“So does that mean I need to lock the door” he smiled.
“Unless you want to risk someone walking in” I shrugged he walked to his bedroom door and flicked the lock he turned round and smiled at me before he kissed me again I pulled off his shirt and threw it on to the floor I put my arms round him and kissed him he tugged the tie on the neck of my dress letting it fall into a heap on the floor with his shirt his lips found my neck kissing under my ear to my shoulder I heard a moan but I didn’t know if it was from me or him I stepped back and pulled him to the bed he moved so he was half laying on my his fingers ran down the edge of my ribs our lips locked together again the rest of our clothes following the first ones joining them on the floor Drew hesitated, “It’s okay” I smiled he bent and kissed me before readjusting his weight…………………………………..
……………………….. Drew lay next to me his chest still rising and falling quickly as we regained composure and caught our breath he turned his head to look at me.
“Wow my legs are shot” he smiled turning on his side and putting his arm across me.
“Hmmmm” I nodded. “Mine too”
“Did I squish you” he said trailing his finger down my arm I shook my head.
“Why any of your other girls let you get away is blowing my mind” I smirked turning over so we were face to face.
“That weren’t like you” he smiled “I never wanted to go further than dating and kissing them”.
“So you… I just… you were… I was your” I spluttered.
“Is it so hard to believe that I was still a good boy till …” he looked at the clock “about 11.34 tonight” He laughed I swatted him.
“No hot hard to believe. I guess you just seemed like the type of guy to have half of a high school notched on to his headboard” I shrugged.
‘Oh thanks you thought I was a slut” he teased, I nodded.
“No I swear on my brothers lives I hadn’t slept with anyone till tonight” he kissed me “And I’m hoping, now, it was going to be more than just the once” he pulled me on top of him.
“Won’t you’re parents be wondering what we’re doing” I asked hearing someone coming up the stairs.
“You want me to take you home” he sighed.
“No I just don’t want them thinking you got mixed up with trouble” I shrugged.
“Okay you’re not to comfortable being here yet are you” he said resting his hands on my hips.
“I know it’s probably my being paranoid but I feel like I’m being judged by the fuck ups I’ve made” I sighed “I’d stay here all night and make you get no sleep at all if I didn’t thinking you’re parents weren’t going to disapprove”.
“Let’s get dressed and get you home” he smiled “You think maybe I could spend the night with you there”.
“Sure” I smiled getting up and grabbing my things from the floor and walking to his bathroom “And you never know what might happen on the ride over there” I closed the door as he choked on the mouthful of water he’d taken…………………………….