I was trying hard not to listen to her thoughts, I really was, but I couldn't hide my grin when she said she was having a brain fart, it was just so funny.
One thing I thought I would never be is scared. Well right now I'm scared.
I'm scared for what I feel about her. My world isn't good for a girl like her and I keep thinking about shutting her out, but its to painful.
I was actually surprised when I found out that I had kissed her. I loved it, the way her fingers played with the hair at the back of my neck, the way her arms fit around my neck perfectly, and how her lips tasted good and fit perfectly against mine. The way she was pressed against me, her soft cool body against my hard warm one.
I wanted to taste her lips again. It was becoming to much now. I hurried us back to her room and once we were in I shut the door. I could hear the confusion in her head and I could see my expression through her eyes.
I looked like I was in pain, which I was. It was like she's a drug.
I looked wary, which I was. I didn't want to hurt her.
I looked scared, which I was, What if she didn't feel the same way.
I walked right over to her and she backed into the wall. I put my hands on either side of her face and I heard her breath catch in her throat. She was nervous and her thoughts were all chaotic.
I hadn't even kissed her yet.
I leaned towards her, and then I stopped about an inch from her lips, hestitanting.
ThenI kissed her and to my surprise she kissed me back. Her thoughts told me she was confused, but I could feel that she was excited as I felt her lips curve into a small smile against mine.
My tongue curved over the edge of one of her lips and she opened up her mouth. Her tongue and mine danced for a moment, before we both pulled away, gasping for air.
Her arms were still around my neck and my hands were still holding her face.
" Wow." she said a moment later and I chuckled.
" Yeah...wow." I said and she laid her head on my shoulder, pressing her body against mine.
" So..." I said and she pulled away to look at me.
" What was the kiss for?" she asked and I smiled.
" Because, I've wanted to kiss you for a while. Why do it only once in a day?" I said, I pulled her to lay next to me as I laid on the bed.
I saw her trying to block her thoughts, but she was to excited to do it well. All she could think was: He likes me! He likes me!
I realized now exactly what it was I felt.
I held her closer to me and put my lips near her ear, I heard and felt her shiver when my breath hit her neck, and I smiled.
" It's more than I like you." he said. She moved her head so she was laying on her back and her legs were thrown over me, but her head was titled to look up at my eyes.
" You more than like me?" she said, confused I could tell she didn't understand.
I sighed and looked at her.
" I love you." I said a moment later, a smile playing on my lips as her mouth curved into a smile, but her eyes showed excitment and passion. She moved her head and kissed me with everything she had in her.
She pushed herself on me until she was practically laying on me.
" I love you too." she sighed, kissing my lips again as her hair fell to the sides, brushing against both my cheeks.
So I guess this is what I've been waiting for?