I am Moon and I new with this dariy thing. Well, I guess the
reason why I'm writing this dariy is because my doctor said
too(something about stress and stuff). so here it goes...
I'm 19 going on 35. I have 2 baby girls with my boyfriend, Mikami. My hair an slikly brown that flutters gracefully down my back...so I been told. I have warm milk-chocolate skin (Mmm) and well that all about how I look.
I just hoping my boyfriend would get off his lazy butt and
ask me to marry him ~cross fingers~. but everytime I even talk
about marriage he would get nervous. Still I'm crazy in love with
him and he'll come around. anyway I have to go to an beauty
contest and then a photo shot. I'm an model.
I finally told Mikami about how i want to be more then just his girlfriend. I told we already had two kids together and how I want to get married, then he just laugh and sad, "Are you serious." I don't know what that means.
I said, "wait? you don't want to get marry."
he just kept laughing, and said, "Whatever makes you happy."
then i stupidly said, "so yes!"
Then he quickly moved the converstation to something eles. I sad right now, because i'm deeply in love with him. And now my family starting to talk about how weak were are and everything, since we can't make an real conmitment. so now i'm crying, but Mikami telling me to suck it up.