I got the girls a bath and then I tucked them in
bed and kissed them good-night and then I went into my room and
took a bubble bath letting the music on my phone play and then
went into my room and put on a baggy T-shirt and I braided my
hair in two and curled up into my bed. My alarm clock went off at
six and I changed into my scrubs and put my tennis shoes on and
then I re-braided my hair and I went back over to Allie's "I'm on
my way." Karen said and I smiled "I appreciate all of this." I
said "I know and it's no problem. The girls love me. I love them
and you." Karen said and I smiled at her. I went into work and
did the same thing as yesterday and then got off at three and
went straight home. I changed into my denim shorts and my UNC
T-shirt and I picked up Kelsey and spun her around and Kelsey
giggled at me. "What do you want to do today?" I asked "Au?"
Kelsey asked "Not today I don't believe." I said and Bella looked
at me "Please?" Bella asked "Fine." I said and I pulled out my
phone and dialed Austin's "Hello?" He asked "Are you working?" I
asked "Until six. I will come over." He said "thanks." I said and
we hung up and I looked at the girls "He is working sweetie." I
said "okay." Bella said sadly and I picked Kelsey up and we went
next door Allie and her sister were cooking "Hey!" Allie said and
Zoey smiled at Bella "They love Austin." I said "He's a good guy.
He went to the same school as me." Allie said and I smiled at
I turned on my music, some songs that Kelsey likes
"Dance baby girl! " I said and she wiggled her butt and giggled,
Bella took her hands and showed her how to dance "Come on
kiddos." I said and I spun each of them around and they were
giggling. "Again!" Kelsey said and I spun her around and then
Bella "You!" Kelsey said and I spun around and about fell over
which caused them to giggle "Was that fun?' I asked and they
nodded "I'm going to get you!" I asked and I chased after them
and they giggled, I didn't hear the door bell but I did hear
"hello?" And then "Au!" From Kelsey who ran to him and I rolled
my eyes at her "I see how it is!" I said and Kelsey giggled at me
"What are we doing today?" Austin asked and he winkled his nose
at my shirt "I'm a UNC fan, is that a problem?" I asked "Gator
are way better! Just wait!" He said and I smiled at thim "In your
dreams." I said smiling "Okay girls what do you want to do baby?"
I asked "Mall!" Bella said "Okay." I said and looked at Austin
"Mall." I said and he smiled at me, we went to the mall and he
held Kelsey the whole time and Bella stayed on the other side of
him and I was on the other side. It went from Bella being my
shadow to not even wanting to be by me when Austin is around.
After the mall we went to the park again and then
out to McDonald's where they ended up playing on the jungle gym
after dinner and Austin could finally look me in my eyes "I love
your girls." He said "Good they love you too." I said and he
smiled at me "Are we going steady?" He asked me "I hope so." I
said and he smiled "No other people?" He asked "No other people."
I said and he smiled at me "Deal." He said and I kissed his lips
softly. I didn't feel like this over the dealer, we just had our
own arrangement but this is different, an actual relationship.
"Au?" Kelsey asked "I'm watching!" He yelled and she giggled "You
better be there for her birthday party." I said "I wouldn't miss
it for anything in the world." Austin said and I smiled "Au!"
Kelsey said running to him and giggling, you would not think this
girl is almost one. She's such a smart girl. We ended up going
home and Austin helped me tuck the girls in who were asleep and
then we walked to the living room and sat on the couch "We're
alone." He said "Sorry, my life is crazy." I said "I love your
life." Austin said and he kissed my lips softly "I really do like
you." Austin said "I like you too." I said "I want you guys to
meet my family." Austin said "Are you sure?" I asked "I'm sure."
He said and I smiled at him "Tomorrow?" I asked it was Sunday so
I was off for once "Yeah. I will come by around noon." He said
"Okay." I said "Or you could come to Church with us?" He asked
"What time?" I asked "I would come here at 8 it begins at nine
thirty." He said "What do we need to wear?" I asked "It's a come
as you are." He said "Alright." I said and I kissed him
Okay getting three girls ready for church by eight was
hard to do. I wore my nice pair of jeans and my cute sandals and
a cute shirt with my hair down, Bella had her cute jeans on and a
sparkly purple shirt on with her hair down and I had Kelsey
dressed up in a cute dress and bow she was the only one I had
dressed up. "Church?" Bella asked when I woke her up "It's a
strange place for us but we need to go." I said and she nodded
"You will like it. It's a fresh start." I said and Bella nodded,
Allie and them go to the same church as Austin does. Austin
showed up and we got Kelsey's car seat in, and we pulled up there
was a check in for the kids "Hello! Welcome! How old are you?" A
nice woman asked Bella "Six." I said and she gave her a sticker
with her name on the back and then Kelsey had one and Austin took
me to Bella's room and then we dropped Kelsey off at the nursery.
We went into the room and I saw Allie and her family and smiled.
We sat down next to his family, they started so he couldn't
introduced me. After service after we got the kids and were at
his parent's house it was "Mom and dad this is Lexie, Bella, and
Kelsey." He said "Mr and Mrs. Blevins it's nice to meet you." I
said and they smiled at me. His brother Jake is sixteen, Noah is
twenty-one, Katie is 12 and Ashley is 10. But Ashley and Katie
took Bella and Kelsey into their room to play. "Kelsey and Bella
are beautiful girls." Mrs. Blevins said "thank you." I said and
she smiled "Where are you from dear?" She asked me "North
Carolina ma'am." I said "Are your parents around here?" She asked
"No ma'am, my mom is in North Carolina still and my dad is in
Texas." I said "That's nice dear." She said and I nodded.
On the way back to my home "Did your family like
me?" I asked "Oh yeah! My dad never talked to any of our
girlfriends." Austin said "We talked about sports." I said
"Exactly." He said and I smiled at him "It was really good
talking to him about sports." I said "You two are the only two
hockey fans." He said "You aren't?!" I asked "No." He said "You
will be! Bells and I are crazy hockey fans!" I said and he rolled
his eyes at me. "Yeah we are!" Bella said and I giggled Kelsey
was sucking on her pacifer "she will be a major hockey fan!" I
said and he smiled "not if I can help it." Austin said "you're
going to love it!" I said and he rolled his eyes again. "Fine."
He said and I smiled "I will watch wrestling with you."I said and
Bella giggled and I gave her the ssh look and she smiled at me.
"What aren't you into?" Austin asked "Nothing." I said and he
smiled at me. I got the girls in and I kissed Austin good-bye he
had to go to work and I smiled at the girls "Mommy/sissy is going
to see what's on TV." I said and they giggled at me, I put music
on again and Allie showed up "Hey!" She said and I smiled "Hey!"
I said she ended up helping me dance with the girls.
It's now August 15th a Sunday, tomorrow we all begin
school I'm nervous about my classes but I know it will be fine.
Austin and his family are over, Allie's family of course, and
then just us. "Happy birthday Kelsey!" We all sang and she
smiled and giggled at us. I honestly have forgotten all about my
life in Florida, I do think about my mom about if she has even
gone home to noticed we aren't there or where she is, I haven't
thought of my dad much since he has been gone for years. I
thought of today looking at Kelsey, for the first time in a year
Nick, her sperm donor came to my mind. The first time in school I
saw him he smiled at me and then at a party I met him and he
offered me a smoke and I took him up on it. Then he became my
supplier, I didn't love him like I like Austin but I did like
him. I mean I had sex with him, I was high that night but not
that high. I regret that life style, doing drugs but looking at
my little angel who is smiling over everybody I'm got I at least
have her. Bella is loving Florida now I just know she is going to
love school and hopefully she will make some friends too.