16th may

Hey diary,

Tom came over  to my  house around 8 this morning. He was  at  my house until about 5. Mum had  to work 2daii so we could do just bout anythin we wanted. It wazz awesome but weird at the same time. Mum had 2 leave 4 work bout 6-ish so wen tom got here she was well nd truly gone. his mum was fine wif him comin  over so  it wasnt like we were going against our rules. he well nnd ruly surprised me 2daii. He is in love wif me. The thing is, i feel the same way, im just too scare to tell him. He told me how he  felt but i just couldn't get the courage to tell him  that i felt  tha same way. we hav been  best f riends since we were 4 nd i didnt want to ruin our friendship. I  was so scared that i would say it but i didnt. I didnt no wat 2  do bout it. To tell or not to tell,  that is the questin lol.  I jus had to do that. Bring sum happiness into this  very emotional entry. Im glad u let me  ramble on shit, u let  me  tell u ma problems nd u dont give a  fuck. Its gud. I wish i  had a real female friend who was like you, who could answer my questions with a voice to help me  out. Oh well, i  guess that i'll just hav u nd  Tom as my best friends.  I know, weird, a book is my best friend but u listen to  all my random shit i hav 2 say,  u don't give a fuck nd you  dont fucking  tell me  2  get a life nd get  ova it like  peeps usually would.  tried tellin a girl my  pobs once nd she told me i was a dumb slut. I just slapped her nd walked away. I think im  gonna tell om how  i fll. Im gonna go so that i can. Bye

Love you, Mietta

^_^