Is There Still Hope in Me?

Morning came. And it was our wedding day. Jake and I got ready for the ceremony. He invited all of his friends from the bachelor party except Daniel. Since them both weren’t friends. I didn’t know anyone who Jake had invited because I only met Daniel… This day wasn’t my best day but my worst! But nothing can stop this… Not even myself… So, I had to continue preparing for the wedding. So, I placed make up on my face and tried my best not to weep. For my make up could get smudged because of moisture.After that, I wore my wedding dress. When I faced the mirror, I was astonished because I really looked attracting wearing the dress. But I was upset because of the fact that I will become Jake’s wife. Become Mrs. Jane A. Smith. Those words kept repeating in my head. I wanted to escape from this! But I knew I couldn’t… because if I did, Jake would certainly kill Daniel… My true love…So, I called Daniel while Jake was out to get his tuxedo with his friends. Leaving the door locked from the outside. As soon as Daniel picked up the phone, I said,

“Oh hi Jane! Look, I have another plan. First…”

“Look, Daniel, I’m marrying Jake, okay? I love him.” I tried to make my voice sound convincing so that he doesn’t suspect it.

“What!?! Jane! Don’t! Don’t marry him! I know in your heart you don’t want that! Don’t please… I…”

“I’m sorry Daniel… I’m really going to marry him. I don’t… love you anymore…”

“No! Jane! Don’t say that! I know you love me! I know you do! Your heart is beating for me! Don’t go please! I love you…”

As soon as he said those three words, I hung up the phone… I wept quietly because of what I had said to him… Now I could never be loved by the man of my dreams… Unexpectedly, Jake went in my room.

“My oh my Jane. You look really gorgeous! I could just eat you up!”

Jake grabbed me from behind and kissed me at my neck. I tried not to shiver. I didn’t stop him from doing that since I knew Daniel won’t love me anymore… But still, I was upset…

“Oh yeah, Jane, if your little lover interrupts our ceremony, he will really get his surprise.” He stuck the gun to my back and pushed it deeper to my back.

“Jane, please don’t call me master. Call me your lover since we are getting married after all.” (Snickers)

He pulled me to face him then he kissed me. I didn’t stop him since I don’t have anyone who loves me anymore… but I didn’t kiss him back because of my emotions of sorrow.