Is There Still Hope in Me?

It has been a week since Jake was arrested. I was already out of the hospital, finally healed. We celebrated my birthday in the hospital. Daniel gave me 19 roses. I was thinking it was too much but he didn’t mind at all. So I just appreciated it and said thanks. But somehow, I kept thinking… he seems too perfect! There could be some imperfection in him… I just know it! He can’t be that perfect! *sigh* oh well, back to reality…

The day after I went out of the hospital, Daniel called the wedding planners to plan things like arranging the wedding place, invitations which will be sent, look for our best man; maid of honor; bridesmaids, flower girls and ring bearer. Of course he was the one handling the search for best man and stuff. But he mostly depended on the wedding planner for the things that she can do. he kept the details secret from me but I didn't like it. Still he knew that I could possibly like being surprised so he still went on with that idea.

We were about to be married in 5 days. While Daniel was out to get his new tux with his friends from the bachelor party and i was in the hotel room (A new hotel), I stared at myself with the wedding dress in the mirror. Then I closed my eyes, and imagined my wedding. It was all so grand! All our friends were there. Or Daniel’s friends I mean since I couldn’t keep contact with my friends in school anymore. But that didn’t matter. The only thing that matters is that the people who could complete this fantasy were my brother… and my parents... I could imagine it… my dad leading me through the aisle, him handing me to Daniel, my mom in tears of joy… But… that was never going to happen…

I wiped the tears in my eyes then opened them. Suddenly, I saw Jake in the mirror right behind me.

Sorry if its too short guys! i promise the next chapter will be long! I just have to get my head open and bring out ideas.oh yeah, please read my new story, Dream or Reality. its a short story. :D and comment about how you feel about it ;)