Wants and Wishes

(by the way this was taken by a camera phone and slanted, but zoome in, you'll find some of the details intresting.)

Life has been a bit dull...

I want excitement in my life, I want to feel real, I want to feel loved, I want to love, I want what others have while I have none to envy of myself.

Am I ungrateful?

I think not, I have no love to give or receive; I live my life one day at the time, no real joy, not even vicarious trills along the way.

Am I selfish?

You can be the judge, in the deepest part of your heart and mind, don’t you want to be liked, and don’t you want love?

I feel like an ugly peace of rock, no one wants me...

Nothing special, nothing beautiful and intriguing…

I’m just me, lonely, ugly, and sad me…