A haze clouds my vision,

ice grips my heart,

my build up a wall.

Im grwoing distant,

So I won't hurt at all,

Im in denial,

so I wont yearn.

On the outside I smile,

On the inside I curse,

for all I want is what she abuses,

All I dream about it is what she has,

because he has my heart.

Like an every going yo-yo he pulls me in,

till i come close and he lets me go,

the plunge is sickening,

the draw back irrisitable,

im stuck as his toy,

when will this game end?

will he cut the rope?

when will i let go?

So many questions,

so few answers,

if only i didnt care,

i could walk away,

i still hope for the day,

he holds me and says,

i choose you.