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Drinking My Tears

Poetry By: fallen ninja
Young adult

A poem I wrote about being cutting and being depressed.

Submitted:Jul 27, 2012    Reads: 77    Comments: 2    Likes: 3   

Drinking the tears
That drown from my eyes
Causes me pain
With great despise

All the confusion
I'm tired of feeling this way
I'll never understand
Why it won't go away

How come I'm the one so screwed up
Living a lie
Sometimes I feel
like I deserve to die

All my problems
Travel so closely
They're here to stay
Forever mostly

I know of only one way
To ease my growing pain
A way most won't understand
But so easy to explain

Involving a razor
And some sorrow
Cutting eases my pain
Getting me to the sunrise of tomorrow

The oh so cold metal
On my scared skin
This feeling of relieve
Where have you been

Blood so loud
Falling to the floor
And hopefully my pain
Will be no more

But I know it will come again
It never hides for long
Why can't it give me a break
A chance to be strong

I can't tell my family or my friends
They'll never understand
All the power and rage
I hold in my hand

For now I'll go away
Forever hiding in this lonely cave
Its getting dark and a little too small
I think its time to travel to the grave


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