Can it be summer again?

Back in summer things were so great

we had all the time in the world.

you were in my arms for days at a time

but every since summer its gotten worse.

I came down to see you for the first time

and I love everything about it

I thought I could visit every week

but then everthing got worse.

Though we were so happy side by side

I had to suffer as my train dragged me away.

Your car blurred out before it even disappeared

and now I sit alone as strangers watch me cry.

We agreed to put ourselves on pause

until you graduated high school

But that is 6.5 months away

and now I sit alone all day and wish you were here.

I finally started to talk to people again

and did I meantion I went on a date?

Just to realise as he left for work

he looked just like you.

Even now as I type this out

I cant make out the letters

you engraved a perminate place in my heart

and it will bleed until you're mine again.

I'm afraid of what will happen

as your senior year continues

I know I have to do some soul searching,

but this pain is overwhelming.

I'm seconds away from just moving close to you

but even then you wouldnt want me

not until you've experienced all there is