Back in summer things were so great
we had all the time in the world.
you were in my arms for days at a time
but every since summer its gotten worse.
I came down to see you for the first time
and I love everything about it
I thought I could visit every week
but then everthing got worse.
Though we were so happy side by side
I had to suffer as my train dragged me away.
Your car blurred out before it even disappeared
and now I sit alone as strangers watch me cry.
We agreed to put ourselves on pause
until you graduated high school
But that is 6.5 months away
and now I sit alone all day and wish you were here.
I finally started to talk to people again
and did I meantion I went on a date?
Just to realise as he left for work
he looked just like you.
Even now as I type this out
I cant make out the letters
you engraved a perminate place in my heart
and it will bleed until you're mine again.
I'm afraid of what will happen
as your senior year continues
I know I have to do some soul searching,
but this pain is overwhelming.
I'm seconds away from just moving close to you
but even then you wouldnt want me
not until you've experienced all there is
and I cant keep you from that.
I know you are worth all this pain
and soon enough I'll be yours again
but I want this year to end so bad.
Can it be summer again?