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Suicide Note.

Poetry By: JiDonnelly
Young adult

deep dark thoughts/feelings.

Submitted:Jul 16, 2011    Reads: 56    Comments: 12    Likes: 5   

I put the teddy in my mouth with the blade on my wrist

I thought deep thoughts took deep breaths clenching my fists

I just cant do it all that blood and pain

I tried and i tried,again and again.

I began to tie some rope when it came to my head

Jump of a great height and in seconds you will be dead

I looked over the edge and got cold feat

I just cant do it landing on concrete

I walked home angry at myself for not being brave

I lay on my bed thinking soon it will be my grave
I had to do it find something almost anything that kills

I searched the house carefully and found a box of pills

I swallowed them with every bit of anger left inside

I calmed down crying silently and lay on my side

only moments later a sharp pain shot through my chest

I beated my fists on the ground i fighted my best

the pain was getting worse i was feeling my life drift away

my eyes began to blur i spat blood for the words i tried to say

my breaths were getting shorter now im getting scared

im drifting off i want to go back im so unprepared

I will close my eyes now the pills have won

im so sorry i could not turn back, im so sorry i betray you mum


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