Ending something big

Can one end something so big,

does one have enough strength to do it?

There are very few who know,

and all of those who do know,

are the ones who succeeded.

I wish to be one

who has succeeded

in ending something big.

I want to put out the fire that

is no longer strong.

I want the warmth to disappear

and the cold

to consume

me.

Time

is always running out.

My breaking point is near.

I don't know when,

but I feel as if

it may happen soon.

Wish me luck

in the after life.

you hear my last words

until

the

knife

is

suffice.