my new husband that isn"t you

I love you

you gave me life

and power.

Every thing i've ever asked for.

I walk into our room

and see you

with her.

I scream

with all my might.

But I do not

drop to my knees

and cry.

Instead

I take off my ring

and throw it at you.

I run down the streets

into my lover's home

he holds me in his arms

as I tell him about

her.

In the end

I relize

that I have my lover.

The man I will marry.

I should thank her.

Because now

I can be with my lover.

But truly

I shouldn't be the one

to  be mad.

because after all,

you've only had her

for a week.

But I've had my lover

since the first day

we met.

I lied

when I started talking

I do not

Love you

I love my lover

The one you never knew.

So I say goodbye

to my past life

to say hello

To my new Husband

that isn't you.