Not to cry

I try so hard

not to cry.

I try so hard

to hide the feelings inside.

But

it seems that no matter how haed i try,

tears still fall.

You

seem to always

see the tears.

You

seem to always

know what to say.

But these tears

hurt me.

Because

they never stop.

All i can do

is look away when

someone looks at me.

I have to change my voice

so you can't tell that I am crying.

I will try my best.

Not to cry.