Welcome Visitor: Login to the siteJoin the site



Why do I feel this way?

Why am I the way I am?

I honestly have no idea

But I hope it changes someday


Submitted:Jan 10, 2013    Reads: 29    Comments: 2    Likes: 0   


I try to run, but I still crawl
I try to fly, but I still fall
I try to speak, but I still stay silent
I try to smile, but I still frown
I try to be normal, but I'm still awkward

I try to tell people my feelings, but I still lie and say I'm fine
I try to gain friendship, but I still end up losing everyone
I try to be confident, but I'm still a coward
I try to stand up for myself, but I still let people walk over me
I try to be close to my family, but I still feel lost and alone when I'm with them

I try to control my angry outbursts, but I still loose control
I try to cope with my problems, but I still cry at night because of them
I try to have romance, but I'm still not good enough for any boy
I try to admit I'm wrong at times, but I'm still stubborn
I try to have faith in my religion, but I still don't have enough energy to put my whole self into it

I try to be happy with myself, but I still feel worthless and expendable
I try to keep promises, but I still break them
I try to be creative, but I still have blanks in my head
I try to have confidence in my work, but I still feel that it's terrible
I try to comfort people when they're sad, but I still don't know what to say or do
I try to have hope for the future, but I still dread the days to come

Why do I feel this way?
Why am I the way I am?
I honestly have no idea
But I hope it changes someday





0

| Email this story Email this Poetry | Add to reading list



Reviews

About | News | Contact | Your Account | TheNextBigWriter | Self Publishing | Advertise

© 2013 TheNextBigWriter, LLC. All Rights Reserved. Terms under which this service is provided to you. Privacy Policy.