You smile and laugh,

Whenever someone's around.

You talk much too loud, and laugh way too much.

But that's only because,

You're trying to cover up,

The deadly curse inside you.

It feeds of fear.

It feeds of pain.

It takes control over its victims.

It poisons your mind,

And poisons your body.

Every smile is forced.

Every laugh is a cover up.

Sure You may look happy,

But inside...the curse is killing you.

No one knows they've been infected,

Until it's too late to be reversed.

It plays with your mind,

And makes you see monsters in the darkness.

When you look in the mirror,

You hate what you see.

This monster you've become.

You try to make it better,

But it only get's worse.

That's the way the curse plays.

It tries to convince you,

That there is a way to get what you want.

But as soon as you start to obey it,

You're handing yourself over to it.

Every night lying awake,

Comforted only by endless tears,

And heartache so strong,

You want to sream in agony.

Unable to esacpe the cold,

And find the warmth you so desperately need.

Nothing else matters.

It controls you inside and out.

As your hopes get smaller and smaller,

It get's closer and closer to it's goal:

Killing you.

It won't stop until it succeeds.

You're unable to see what everyone else sees.

All you can see is a monster.

You try to hide it,

But it shows no matter how hard you try.

And now I have discovered,

The I have been infected with this curse.