I dropped to my knees, once again in tears.
I picked up the blade, cutting to release my fears.
Cut by cut, I feel more pain..
My head is cluttered, I feel insane.
I scream in anger, It's time to let it all out.
so many tears are falling, I could cure a drought.
The voices have spoken, they tell me to go deep.
The voice from a man.. More like a creep.
More blood starts to drip, I feel the pain more.
The next feeling will be, to feel my heart pour.
I smile one last time, is this really my last?
What about my future, will this be my past?
I through down the blade, what a stupid mistake..
I want to be real, not just some fake.
I cleaned up my wounds, chucked on a smile.
But who am I kidding, it won't even stay awhile.