“I have things to say,

Since you love to hear about yourself,

Listen

I hate you but at the same time

I love how pathetic you are

Your broken heart is such a sight to see,

And your face when that guy

Of yours left

Oh and the happiness it brought to me

When I saw your friends fall apart

The tears you cried at night

Meant not a thing they were meaningless

Like you and your soul

You deserve this

For all the mean things you have done

Love how you are afraid

Of yourself, and

How your chest hurts at night

And how you can’t sleep,

When your pillow is wet,

Love when you lie that it

Not black rims around your eyes

That it’s your eyeliner,

The only thing I hate about you

Is that you are still alive,

And not hoping to die,

The only thing I hate about you

Is how you always have hope

The only thing I love is

How I can bring you down,

When you are happy,

How I can upset you on

A day so good.

That is all I have to say”

This I say to myself, as I look away from the mirror

As I look away from myself,

Myself who I was talking

But I go back and say

“I love to hate you, and hate to love you”