Just One Night Please Joe

Dear Joe,

I can’t explain how badly I want to be with you, it kills me! The pain is so excruciating and I need to feel your arms around me again. I’m sorry for what I said the other day, and I understand if you don’t feel the same, but please, just for one night!

Dear Liz,

I understand how you feel, I’ve been there, it really stings! You don’t have to apologize for telling me you love me, I’m just sorry I don’t feel the same and as much as I would love to hug you, I don’t want to hurt you. I get that you want to do this but it would  just be for one night, I can promise that in the morning I’ll still feel the same but I’m afraid that you will feel more! :(

Dear Joe,

I beg you! Please! I can handle it, I can do it just for one night, I promise to leave my feelings and my heart at home! Please, I just want to feel it just once!

Dear Liz,

I’m sorry but I can’t, I can’t stand the thought of hurting you like that! I don’t want to torture you, you mean so much to me, please understand!

Dear Joe,

Just give into my desire please, just this once, it’s all I ask! You will torture me more if I can’t wrap my arms around you and feel your heartbeat against mine. I want to run my fingers through your hear and breathe rapidly, feel my body on fire, just give myself to you, just for one night. I don’t care about tomorrow, I just want you now!

Dear Liz,

If we do this, there is no turning back. You really want to risk the beautiful relationship that we have? I’d give anything to feel for you the way you feel for me but my heart just won’t. It can’t, but if you really want this, just for tonight, then so be it.

Dear Joe,

Thank you for a wonderful night! I’ve never felt like that. The way your warm golden skin  touched and caressed mine ever so gently and ever so smoothly. The way your eyes locked into mine for those few moments. The way your heart raced with mine to the finish line. The way your tongue danced with mine in perfect sync. The way your hands tickled every inch of me. The way your kisses numbed me. The way it felt to run my fingers down your back. The way it felt to feel. They way it felt to become one with you just for one night. And now I cry, I weep, I huddle up in my room because I know you were right, I now feel this great pain and this massive hole. I know I can’t make you love me, I know your heart just doesn’t feel this way, I know I can’t change your mind nor can I change last night. I know things will be different between us now and it kills me to know I’ve screwed up my realtionship with my best friend so if this is the last letter you read, thank you for holding me like you meant it and pretending that you felt it just for one night.