sometimes i say you're name out loud

just to hear how it sounds

sometimes i close my eyes and picture your face

but when i open them i'm staring into empty space

sometimes i reach out to touch your hair

and am startled to feel nothing but air

sometimes i try to hear you speak

and the silence makes me feel weak

sometimes i try to imagine your touch

but i can only take so much

of wishing you were here

i'll die without you,

or so i fear

the reality is that your gone

i want to be strong

but this will only last for so long

because your fading faster

everyday

it's time, i know

for me to go my own way

but you will always 

have a place in my heart

as the first boy i loved

the first boy who broke

my heart