Delete Button

You suck, everything you know sucks, and everything you believe in, trust, and like sucks.
That's all I saw.
Nothing more.

Tears
Down my face onto the keyboard
Don't know what to say back

I run the mouse up to the delete button
And click, it's gone
But that doesn't stop it

Just makes it worse
I see it again
All the meanful words

But to make it worse
It called me a name
Not a good one at that

I don't know what to do
I just can't stand here and take all this
So I write back

Tears going down my face
I type what I feel
But make sure it isn't too detailed revealing my real problems.

Tears keep coming
By the hundreds
But I don't let that stop me.

I type and type and type
Until I can't type no longer
And I make a bigger mistake pushing the send button

Now she knows
Everything I feel about the situation
Sent to her where she can read it

I cry.
I shouldn't of sent it.
I'm better than that.

But now I guess everything is ok
Were not talking anymore
So it's ok.

I hope...