-State Of Mind

State Of Mind

I may look okay on the outside

But on the inside im struggling

With a battle so unordinary

I will never seem to be able to win

Trying countless times to fight it

But im a victim against my own thoughts

Over and over again it starts out the exact same way

Starts off calm and normal,

Then it escalates to worse

After that worse becomes terrible

Then finally it hits to the piont where

 its shockingly unthinkable

to the piont where you just want to yell STOP

ill admit the worrying gets to be insane

Coming up with these outragous scenarios

Trying to see the silver lining through foggy eyes

But all I can feel is my heart pounding

That it could just jump out

Trying to stay calm but my hands are shaking so hard

Asking myself how did it get this bad?

It gets worse at nights sometimes,

Worrying so much that all I want to do is sleep..

But cant put my worries to rest never coming to a hault

a battle so unordinary

I will never seem to be able to win

Trying countless times to fight it

But im a victim against my own thoughts

Fighting unfair battle

Time starts to heal

My worrying is slowly fading

Weaker and weaker it gets

Stronger and stronger I get

But there will always be a trace of it

Until the day I overcome my worrying struggles