Everyone judges before they get to know anyone.. No one knows me. I know that's extremly cliche of a teenage girl to say, but It's true. If you looked at me I bet you my life you didnt know I did drugs when I was 9. Or was raped when I was 10. Or tried to kill myself at 13. or cut myself 5th-9th grade. Are you shocked yet? Well I got more, I starve myself, go to therapy, take medicine just so I can smile again, I have voices in my head that follow me around everywhere, and I cry myself to sleep every night. So, am I a loner? No. I just have too much on my sick and twisted mind to associate with people. Am I a slut? No. The only people around here who dont judge me seem to be guys, so I hang around them. Am I weird? No pain just changes people.Am I a nerd? No. I dont trust myself alone with my thoughts so I pay attention in class. Here's my story... You now know. So go ahead and judge me, you have my permission.