Daily ups and downs

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Life and problems of Her

Submitted: May 15, 2016

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She had a lot of friends. She had her family standing right beside her. But what was that, making her feel still alone? What was she looking for? Some said its just a feeling when someone is depressed. Some said you're  over thinking, making it worst that's what makes you feel alone. But nobody actually asked her what she was going through. So one day she went outside, started walking through the streets and reached a place where there was beautiful water, trees and just the sound of birds. She looked around found a place to sit and made herself comfortable on sand. 
Everything was quiet and seemed like trying to listen to what she wants to say. She said out loud,"I am sad and lonely that's what people think I am, I am sad, because people around me pushed me, sympathise me and do the same thing again with me. I want to shout at them, but I can't, I just keep staring at them n expect them to think what they just said. I am lonely because I get too attached to people. I am unable to remove them from my life and if not remove I am unable to stop being part of their life or limit myself. I can be annoying but that's my love towards them which they don't understand. And they ask me not to worry about things? I want to leave them and I don't have a need of them in my life and when I decide to do that they actually come and say they love me so much and they miss me and they are sorry from the core of their heart. Than why they say " I don't really care about this stuff" if this is the way than why do u come back, you should stay where you are and let me leave too. They said they are upset to hear my thing but they never talk about it. They said they are concerned and they will not discuss it so that I can forget it, and than they make a joke about it. There might be personality flaws in yourself but you can find many flaws in me? Isn't it? That makes me think do I trust u ? Do I need to trust you?"
She needed to re-evaluate things. She needs to figure out few situation and what will happen in those situations. She thought to come here everyday and give a peace to  her mind and re-evaluate her decisions. 
So after so many months ... Umm like almost 6 months, a lot of things happened and changed and than stopped and again resumed ... Let me rewind a bit and take you where things started changing what do You say? 
6months ago!
I was falling sick every single day, and I had this fever getting back from past couple of months. Went to many doctors and one day , while I was gone out, I had this severe pain in my left side of the chest and very high fever. I was unable to breathe n felt like I would be dying soon, so I was taken to the hospital and was admitted there since I had pneumonia attack, you see with pneumonia there is a certain procedure where you have to take a lot of injections in a day, I mean believe me it's really painful like really really! Just believe what I say! To be conti.....


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