The Fragile Glass

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Have you ever thought about " Kakorrhaphiophobia" well I don't think you did.. And probably its a new word for you! Isn't it? What about Forlorn? Or have you ever been so fragile? They usually use fragile for glass, you may see it as a bag sticker when you travel.. A broken glass that has the word FRAGILE.. Its a common word but we don't usually use it to express our broken hearts? Don't hearts get broken? I'm fragile and I'm feeling so forlorn ohh god I've got a kakorrhaphiophobia!! They all describe weakness.. I'm not gonna give you advices about how to be strong and build yourself up again and fix up that crashed heart.. We all get heart broken.. No one ever would stay fearless and happy with alot of friends arround him! There should be this time of our life we spend fearing failure, lonelyness, and getting heart broken.
Its either from a person or from a dream that never came true, maybe a place you used to live at.. But most likely, a person you loved. It doesn't matter of its friendship or a relationship they both suck when it comes to leaving.. Sometimes the person leaves and sometimes its you.. Usually we think that the person is the one who left, and sometimes you think that its better for both of you!
We always hear people say that if you fear something so much, it will pop out of no where someday in your life! Well I fear failure,lonelyness and getting heart broken.. And they all came at one time!!
You'll never know what life actually means unless you get to pass throught tough days.. Its was never all about being happy! If you never tried losing people or falling down, then what is life?? Life is all about falling down and getting up! But thats now what I'm doing. All I'm doing is fall down and then semi-stand and takes me so long to get up on my feet again.. I never fell down and stayed! But I know this time its different! Its either I fly off the floor, or stay on it! You're all gonna say 'Ohh she's defently flying that what all stories has came to'( Happy endings) I dont have a happy ending. I don't even have an ending! My life stopped as 'me' from the day she left.. 23March16 was the day where my life as the person I am stopped.. Maybe as a body and a name it didnt but mentaly and emotionally? It did.. Her gone was never easy for me and it will never be? And so to you guys! Losing a person you lived the most? Is the hardest and what's worse is people blabbering arround you asking you to forget it like its that easy? Hell no its not I dont want to forget! You guys should know how it feels like to be left alone! With no one to spend time with and to tell every single moment of your stupid life with! Getting used to have someone to call whenever you have an interesting moment in your life! To go to someone whenever you feel bored or even invite? And it will never be easy to lose someone that take such care of you & gets you food whenever you're feeling down or you're just sad! It'll never be easy to forget someone that everyone arround you knows how close you were! And you have to deal with everyone that comes and ask about this person that I'm gonna name her (Sarah)and to you just name it as the person that fits for this thing!!And the person's like:"ohh heyy! Hows everything and how's your Sarah doing??" And you're just thinking "umm yeah I'm fine everything is fine"
Is it normal that every part of your damn house reminds you of Sarah?? Your mobile is full of pictures and videos of her that you never though about deleting? Your conversations are still there and your birthday dates are on the calender?? You go to your room lay down on that bed and just think and then you check the phone and get that stupid feeling

Submitted: May 22, 2016

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Have you ever thought about " Kakorrhaphiophobia" well I don't think you did.. And probably its a new word for you! Isn't it? What about Forlorn? Or have you ever been so fragile? They usually use fragile for glass, you may see it as a bag sticker when you travel.. A broken glass that has the word FRAGILE.. Its a common word but we don't usually use it to express our broken hearts? Don't hearts get broken? I'm fragile and I'm feeling so forlorn ohh god I've got a kakorrhaphiophobia!! They all describe weakness.. I'm not gonna give you advices about how to be strong and build yourself up again and fix up that crashed heart.. We all get heart broken.. No one ever would stay fearless and happy with alot of friends arround him! There should be this time of our life we spend fearing failure, lonelyness, and getting heart broken. Its either from a person or from a dream that never came true, maybe a place you used to live at.. But most likely, a person you loved. It doesn't matter of its friendship or a relationship they both suck when it comes to leaving.. Sometimes the person leaves and sometimes its you.. Usually we think that the person is the one who left, and sometimes you think that its better for both of you! We always hear people say that if you fear something so much, it will pop out of no where someday in your life! Well I fear failure,lonelyness and getting heart broken.. And they all came at one time!! You'll never know what life actually means unless you get to pass throught tough days.. Its was never all about being happy! If you never tried losing people or falling down, then what is life?? Life is all about falling down and getting up! But thats now what I'm doing. All I'm doing is fall down and then semi-stand and takes me so long to get up on my feet again.. I never fell down and stayed! But I know this time its different! Its either I fly off the floor, or stay on it! You're all gonna say 'Ohh she's defently flying that what all stories has came to'( Happy endings) I dont have a happy ending. I don't even have an ending! My life stopped as 'me' from the day she left.. 23March16 was the day where my life as the person I am stopped.. Maybe as a body and a name it didnt but mentaly and emotionally? It did.. Her gone was never easy for me and it will never be? And so to you guys! Losing a person you lived the most? Is the hardest and what's worse is people blabbering arround you asking you to forget it like its that easy? Hell no its not I dont want to forget! You guys should know how it feels like to be left alone! With no one to spend time with and to tell every single moment of your stupid life with! Getting used to have someone to call whenever you have an interesting moment in your life! To go to someone whenever you feel bored or even invite? And it will never be easy to lose someone that take such care of you & gets you food whenever you're feeling down or you're just sad! It'll never be easy to forget someone that everyone arround you knows how close you were! And you have to deal with everyone that comes and ask about this person that I'm gonna name her (Sarah)and to you just name it as the person that fits for this thing!!And the person's like:"ohh heyy! Hows everything and how's your Sarah doing??" And you're just thinking "umm yeah I'm fine everything is fine" Is it normal that every part of your damn house reminds you of Sarah?? Your mobile is full of pictures and videos of her that you never though about deleting? Your conversations are still there and your birthday dates are on the calender?? You go to your room lay down on that bed and just think and then you check the phone and get that stupid feeling Can you even study well?? Work well? Talk to people without her passing through that fucked up mind? All you think about is I did a mistake but she never gave me the chance? So we both screwed up! I did my best to fix it but she never tried to think about fixing it? Like damn I loved you and I was willing to sacrifice my whole life for you and for just one mistake you leave ?? *a hateful moment* I still love you though.. you know i dont blame you boo? OHH GOD STOP LOVING HER!! I can't......


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