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Did you ever felt so close to someone just through conversation it felt like your soul was stolen and your heart was addicted to the attention and your brain is keeping reminding of how much you appreciate his personality and features that it was like an majestic nightmare.

Submitted: June 01, 2016

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Did you ever  felt so close to someone just through conversation it felt like your soul was stolen and your heart was addicted to the attention and your brain is keeping reminding of how much you appreciate his personality and features that it was like an majestic nightmare.

How far this will go? I have no idea though I know to myself I’m too deep that I won’t let this go easily. I will stay because of the hope of love that I have for him it was enough for me that he loves me and I love him. I don’t care about the distance I don’t care about the future we might have.  At least we have each other I’m happy and contented.

It’s amusing  that before I don’t believe in this kind of love because  how can you fall in love with someone just by texting  calling and sending pictures and no physical contact involve how can you be in love with someone and now destiny play some tricks on me and right now I was broken by this kind of love. I never knew I will fall for this guy I met online I never knew how I started this flirt to get into deep shit I was feeling. I never knew it would hurt like this even though we don’t have physical contact it was like I’m so lost.  

How I didn’t see this coming?

We have a lot of differences country , distances,  religion & beliefs  and age yet somehow we mix I don’t know why but every time we have conversation it felt like I was in this parade of light and rides that swirl into your eyes that oozing your inner happiness.  Its natural how the conversation went through we don’t realize how long we were doing this it became a routine for us.  It was incomplete day when we don’t talk it was depressing when we argue it was a wonderful day when we laugh and share our stories to each other. 

Hearing his laugh his corny jokes his frustrations his happiness his excitement everything about him. It was like my favorite music that never gets old. Especially his laughs I miss you so much….

The late night calls, Text messages, Sending photos sharing how our day went.  Every single day I don’t mind the two hours and thirty minutes behind just hearing you make my day special.

The promises we made.

It comes to an end.

Letting me go was your best choice your frustration hated me that I was the person you have to let go during this time even though how much I beg I care I love will willing to stay because of the love I have for you that I don’t  know if you trusted that you give up that easily.

You care too much “You will thank me in the future because I don’t want you to be stuck in me have a boyfriend near to you I can’t get you there’s no way “.

I get it but you won’t know what will happen in the future how far we can have the reason you were giving is true but you must remember it is possible.

Distance miles I don’t care we will get there just hold on.  Just believe in me to us.

No.

There so many reason to hate you but I don’t break up on Valentine’s Day sweet right? Five days before my birthday come on I know I should hate this guy.

Mad yes! I’m so mad! But I don’t hate him I wish I was. I think it will be easy for me to let him go.

There’s a numerous of way that I made to have conversation with him he did reply to all of them.

Desperation

Pride

I don’t have it I gave it all ladies and gentleman I loved this man.

I’m stupid.  But it doesn’t matter because he is worth fighting for. He thinks of himself as loser but I see him my superman.  He is my advisor my brother my best friend and my sweet lover. My freaky man my corny goofy man. My Hot Engineer.  He has flaws but all of that I admired him.

Endearment

My “Baboo” 

Mahal

Pyar

Love

Our feelings

Mahal na Mahal kita

Me tumse pyar karti hu

How come these were strangers now?

This is like a heaven nightmare  that I want to forget  when I woke up,  I  asked you to comeback but you said no I beg for you my pyar my please for you my tears but you act like I was nobody. Like a stranger. So I’m lost right now did you ever loved me? You said yes but it felt like it was not.

I love you pyar and you were wrong I will always forgive you.  Remember that.

The Hurtful word was said it was sad that it comes to be like this. I never knew like I was stranger to you and you were stranger to me right now.

Where are you my pyar?  Is this your way of how can I forget you to hate you?

“ nakakinis mahal pa din kita”

What does mean? Come on I don’t have time to Google

It was nothing

What it is?

Its nothing was asking how is your day went ?

No! It’s not it means you were frustrated because you love me?

Noo!

Why did you color your hair like that? Send a pic

Why? I can’t.

You look like a whore

Its not and why do you care.

Okay sorry  just in a bad mood send a pic of you right now let me see

I can’t  I’m sorry

Whatever BYE.

Goodbye J

How can you say it like it was nothing.  The last conversation we had was my goodbyes and the hurtful words. Do I hate you? No!

Sad yes.

Because I’m letting myself to move on and to help me to do this is to act you never existed in my life.  I Iove you my baboo never forget that. I pray for your best and thinking of someone else is to be with you still I’m jealous. The distances we have sucks but if ever the reincarnation is true I hope we met pyar and our story will continue. I know I should hate you but I still can’t . The timing that destiny given to us sucks but we will never know pyar what will happen in the future.

I will always be your laughing angel.

 

 

 

 


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