habit

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Submitted: June 12, 2016

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we had a great life . we had everthing we ever wanted a apartment in hawii,money,happiness and a beautiful baby boy. But when you got dicharged from the army everything went to hell. When we first flew back to kentucky it was al going great then it went all to hell. We got along at first and then we was at each others throat then you left . I was so hurt when you left but thats when your Habit began. The druggie i fell in love and got clean for over a year was back doing the same old thing because he went back to live with your mom who was the one wo got you first on drugs. But the next day you came back because you felt bad because you walk out on me and your son . Then it was all perfecrt for about a month then we was back at eachothers throats again. Then you left again and this time you wasnt coming back . i thought by then i was use to the pain but i wasnt . it hurt and i cried but you didnt care and when i decided to move on you came back begging me to take you back . I took you back and i was stupid for doing that because i knew of your habit.But you lied and came back  and the reason you came back is becuase you said your mom was shooting up , But i knew when you came back you had began your habit again because you would sleep all the time and was losing all kinds of weight . you looked awful because of the habit . I knew that once you started your habit i plannedon leaving you but i didnt because i thought you would change but you woudnt and never would.But then you left for the last and final time leave a big gaping hole in my chest where my heart was.Then weeks went one and i had almost gotten over you but you called and left messages on top of messages it took everything in me to not pick up th phone answer you. i really wanted to answer you because my heart said yes but my brain said dont do it you know he is doing his habit and look at how many times he as hurt you so i desided not to pick up the phone. Then finally i couldnt help but answer and my heart stop when you started talking . It felt good talking to you. it made it feel like it waswhen we was first got together and from then on i talked to you everday and somehow you convinced me to come stay with you . So i decided i would.  While i statnding there waiting for you i was feeling nervous.


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