Why Suicide?

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I had a word and wrote it down.... :),hope you like it...

"For now I am in long-lived pain,

the pain that I can never explain...

I try to regret now in vain,

and all that happened is a flawless shame...

The days are long and the nights are dark,

I sit alone and think of the past...

The past of mine that will never die,

And one thing more that i cannot try...

I try to forget all that 'Venom',

that slowly has invited the demon,

the darkest soul that has never missed,

of what we call a 'Tender Touch'...

I wanted to get off the shore,

never along but once alone...

To make a thing to happen once,

of what you say is a'Blink of an eye'.

The troubling memories jerk me alive,

to make me feel of worst of times...

I try to diminish all that shows,

but never has this happened as I grow...

I wan't to die , I wan't to die,

For all those times,I had a tie...

Not for long I want to live,

as I have lost for what, I lived....

For now i am dead ,I can see...

Of those things I never had a look...

beyond the beauties were the woods,

The world I hated, was far too good...

The beauties was I about to see ,

were too small at a distance from me...

But as I looked to grasp them along,

they never stopped and flew a strong...

For when I was travelling over the sea,

I can see the beauty green...

for that I have left of my will,

can never again come back to thrill...

Had I waited for sometime,

would have had my best of time...

efforts were required just to be made,

to have that what I have crazed.

I could have helped some people brown,

or would have worked for my land...

May have went for flora fauna

or say I had a word aloud-

' should I suicide, my friend? when all I need is my will to follow'..." why suicide?

Submitted: June 18, 2016

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I had a word and wrote it down.... :),hope you like it...

"For now I am in long-lived pain,

the pain that I can never explain...

I try to regret now in vain,

and all that happened is a flawless shame...

The days are long and the nights are dark,

I sit alone and think of the past...

The past of mine that will never die,

And one thing more that i cannot try...

I try to forget all that 'Venom',

that slowly has invited the demon,

the darkest soul that has never missed,

of what we call a 'Tender Touch'...

I wanted to get off the shore,

never along but once alone...

To make a thing to happen once,

of what you say is a'Blink of an eye'.

The troubling memories jerk me alive,

to make me feel of worst of times...

I try to diminish all that shows,

but never has this happened as I grow...

I wan't to die , I wan't to die,

For all those times,I had a tie...

Not for long I want to live,

as I have lost for what, I lived....

For now i am dead ,I can see...

Of those things I never had a look...

beyond the beauties were the woods,

The world  I hated, was far too good...

The beauties was I about to see ,

were  too small at a distance from me...

But as I looked to grasp them along,

they never stopped and flew a strong...

For when I was travelling over the sea,

I can see the beauty green...

for that I have left of my will,

can never again come back to thrill...

Had I waited for sometime,

would have had my best of time...

efforts were required just to be made,

to have that what I have crazed.

I could have helped some people brown,

or would have worked for my land...

May have went for flora fauna

or say I had a word aloud-

' should I suicide, my friend? when all I need is my will to follow'..."  why suicide?


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