Tsubaki's mind

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Fan Fiction  |  House: Booksie Classic

Submitted: August 03, 2016

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Submitted: August 03, 2016



Tsubaki could not breathe. She was drowning in the ocean unseen by an oblivious Kousei and Kaori who were chatting on the shore. Tsubaki struggled frantically but only thing she could see was Kaori laughing, her head on Kousei’s shoulder. They were so close…so intimate…

Tsubaki tried to scream again but only a pathetic gurgling noise came out of her throat. She could not struggle any longer. Her lungs were giving in.

“It’s time to let go”- Tsubaki thought. Slowly she was immersed in the ocean and the waves engulfed her fragile body. She was underwater now. The light was fading. Her eyes wore a blank expression. She closed them and then it was a painful peace.

“I won’t have to feel anymore and that’s a relief”- this thought came across her mind.

“You were my everything Kousei”. But things are not same anymore. Kousei had Kaori now and Tsubaki was not angry with him neither her. Those two were her close friends. She just wanted to them to be happy, but why did it hurt so much?

“it’s just the salty water filling up my lungs”- she thought as she drowned deeper and deeper. Tsubaki disappeared unseen by anyone but the moon and the stars in the night sky. Her flip flops were left alone on the shore, she won’t come back to wear them. Not anymore.

At this point Tsubaki woke up gasping for breath. It was 2 a.m. the pale moon light had illuminated her bed and white sheets gently. Tsubaki realized it was just a dream but it felt so real that she could not fathom. She started crying silently. Her tears sparkled in the moonlight but her eyes didn’t.



A.N. Just trying to portray how Tsubaki felt. It’s just a fan fiction and I got out of my writer’s block with this. Thank you Tsubaki. I know how you feel because I have been there once. Someday I would write about it and I would write it not only for me, but for others too.

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