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Competition with her addiction.

Submitted: August 08, 2016

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Cover up that mental suffering of failure, fear and worthlessness. Depressed on life, feeling forgotten. In need of a restart button. Pacman had a couple restarts, where are mine? Cell phone? Whats that? No one calls like they use too, would kill for someone to see how I’m doing! But the hotel clerk stays bored, it’s normally quite during this time she reassures us. Times irrelevant expensive paperweight my phone sits, day and night hour after hour. Everyone lost their phone or it seems like it. But in reality they lost a genuine friend. Their loss I guess. Wanting love, not just any love: her love. She has my love that old love! Grandma and Grandpa style. real love, almost extinct rare find. The real meaning till death do us apart. Ready for someone new? Like a two year car lease. Today’s love, tonights devoice rather give up. Trade in, devoice now rather let go. its easier then trying to fix the problem People don't hold on anymore But us two are different, fire and ice we work like ice cream and candy. A cat and a dog! Nothing normal, but not to far fetch. He is crazy and she weird. Anything but a normal pair. It works for them. They don’t ask how or why. On the love train they roll with it all Real lottery chance I got here. But she might have the fix I need. The cure to my problem. Her love is her addiction consider me the runner up, My love is her. Just happy to place in her life! Most stay jump off! Red flag like its out of order. Bitch button I dish them. She's my light and I'm the tour guide, in it as one through this dark scary, story of life. She is the one. Number uno. Unsure how and why, but we share something special, A unique antique. Same reason Gravy goes on taters it works and is delish, so you eat that shit and love it. No leftovers Together we fight always there to pick each other up. Only other person I allow to use my toothbrush! You know she forgot to pack it. But you don’t say that. Shes flawless no mistakes. She’s too perfect! So you both agree some pervert stole it in transit. I know it’s still at home, not moved from this morning. But shes not thinking about it too much keeping stress low. Stress free she’s cute worry free. So forgetful with little things, love her so much, I knew she would her flaws and little things. she does, not intentional just her in her natural state and ways, my prefeferd preference, natural beauty queen to me. I’m her 007, breath saver! Everything love is supposed to be. I will fill that job no questions asked. For her Ill be Employee of the month with no pay. Her happiness is my happiness. I'll do it babe. Funny love is a made up feeling, but you know it’s real. Nowhere does it say it, but you just know, it's real. So pure, no evil just like God intended. You enjoy it. Worth more then you know. Slice of mom's pie. A parents love not seen at the time. Boy do you thank them later. EVERYTHING they warned you about! Comes true Parents were evil and mean then, How did they know? Some hex you joke and wonder how. No scheduled time, you blew it off then, not me you say! Then so Surprised when your cars gas runs out Lucky Dad put that jug in your trunk after he told you too do it! You forgot it. But dad's always got you. Love is priceless, cant be bought and cant be saved.. No memory card. But passed down and given out. What people think of love is wrong. Like you failed that test, and im sorry for you. But keep at search. Love makes you do Crazy Shit. Shit you promised you said you will never do, shit you have broken friendships over. But you do it, and again. Already about to do it one more time, if asked. On her mark.. Love is a force of nature. Power of a million thunderstorms. Can Destroy family ties built on generations Some call it a backup but I call it. Really loving someone, you tend to know little things. One step ahead. Always forgetting something little but important like a toothbrush. Love told me to pack an extra. You flash back telling yourself just in case she forgets. Extra, will not hurt anything but only save the day. I Agree with her. Airport must of stolen it! I chuckle and fall more under the spell of her love. Hooked! Her and myself nobody would of guessed. Unexpected love no one saw coming, total surprise. Played like Ray Charles, blind but plays like he can see. Not a stroke missed. Simply perfect right on key. Differences make people feel good, Like Walmart, accepts returns and no proof it was bought there No and’s, if’s or butts are asked but. They make so much money, rather you leave happy, to return. The women of my future, grandma to our kids own kids and me. Call me Grandpa always giving advice. My eyes see the future what we could do together. All those big dreams achieved with her at the side. Addicted to happiness and someone to share it with. She's the drug to my addiction, gas to my fire. She loves my love. Loves me to the moon and back she thinks she’s found the one. Knock knock Uno games almost done found the one. Search is over! 21 years looking alone. He’s hired but already started. Her own foot massager. He holds my heart and gave me his. Because he knows I need one to live. But how can I not be her number one, Working progress race is not over we have time. Fight till the end. I was addicted to joy, happiness and love always did what would make me happy. Did not know I was addicted or doing those things because I wanted bless. Her bless nothing more. Everyone is different, just like somedays you will be on top feeling the best, others days not so much. I do what makes her happy, I would give mine for hers. Just to know she will always remember me. Unseen present will always be by; she knows its me. waiting, watching , enjoying from beyond. Her addiction is a mask, evil. Dirty, looked down upon. But yet so many proscribed the same drug Happy or sad face. What side do you fall on. Either it's okay or your worthless because of it. Junkie some call her, someone needing a break from their problems trying to get help. Make it stop help is so mislead its almost useless to look. Never give up someone, one day they will understand. Its my love me and her the old friend Herion, most people turn away and talk behind your back, tell you how something is so bad for you. But everyone is addicted how do you get your fix? addiction is your mind just asking, for a mental rest. When your over stressed, overwork about to break down. That is where number one beats me. Every time for now. We're the masked warrior together for her. We fight the problems together. Grandpa would never devoice Grandma you kidding me. They’re batman and robin, bonnie and clyde. Test of love. I will Win and never stop until then. But she wants that happness we are fighting for but cant have it yet, Hurts to not have the answer. god has plans for when we stop fighting, Depression is addiction your fight to be happy! You don’t wanna be done but you want to relax, get home from a long day hug your family knowing, the future to come is bright. You know it will be alright. But happiness prevails and you can cover up the rest, it's calling it quits and giving up. Tired of trying, looking, asking for help or someone to listen. Not today judgmental people put you down, only see heroin as the issue. Tell you to quit and it will kill you. All the shit we already know. How about I tell you why I’m using? It's the same reason you do what you do. Why all your goals are the same. But fighting and sadness is not the way to live. Being depressed and sad your whole life is not living life. Living life to the fullest is living happy. Everyone wants it, How to make the hurt, sadness stop, easy. Fix the problem. Rome wasn’t built in a day and problems take time. But I’m addictied to her and her love, that’s what makes me happy. The goal in everyones life, happiness. She mask her pain, life regrets, pain she has caused, normal life issues. Past is over and done. Like last week’s work schedule, doesn’t matter. But we're fighting for happiness like everyone else. Gods plan will always be number one, but knowing shes not happy. Makes her friend herion okay to me. If it makes her happy then. My love needs a fix! No more mental hurting. Patch jobs always end up working. Problem patched only to have to deal with the struggle of life again soon. We try to fix this mess, clean it up. But I need that love I'm so addicted to. My happiness and cure to my addiction. Once I get her, BAM my addiction is filled and I’m happy I got her. What I want, nothing more. I'm perfectly content feeling that over powering feeling of, everyting is going right. Basiclly hit the power ball of life, the mission a successful one. But she wants what I want, and I have happiness that feeling of satisfy. she wants happiness. Shocker join everyones addiction. I do not agree with being her second place. Im quite jelouse but believe in faith. What I want is her! She deserves to be happy the same happness she brings me. It’s a hard long jeroney. Like telling your parents and loved ones you have a drug problem because of the person you love. People don’t understand why. Yes we know its bad. People who are precribbed are looked away and its not a problem. Happiness is a monster, just the monster that makes us feel okay That feeling of okay and life is going to be okay, everything so perfect no worries. We both end up with that friend, in love holding each other, kissing so happy and content. Warm an fuzzy Madly In love and happy. Like Romeo and Juliet. Love is the way of life, addiction is our test. Together we will give it our best.


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