Unwanted

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Poetry  |  House: Booksie Classic

Submitted: September 23, 2016

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Submitted: September 23, 2016

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I don't know 

I don't want to know

I don't want to believe it

Why would someone leave you?

Why would someone leave you through your darkest time?

I don't know 

And I really don't want to know 

I have daddy issues 

I know 

I have money issues 

Okay

But friend issues?

No way

No I didn't see it coming 

I was just mad 

I kept asking to see them 

And they kept telling me they're busy

But here they are hanging out with other people

Why?

And they don't want me to feel unwanted

I am unwanted

They don't want me to be angry 

I am angry

She said she was depressed 

That was her excuse

And the other one said she didn't mean to

How do you ignore someone who's supposedly so close to you?

You ignored me for more than two months 

And you want me to just forgive you 

For two months 

I had no one to talk to

For two months 

I had no one to go to

For two months

I was all alone in my room

For two months

And you're surprised I feel unwanted?

It's my birthday 

I'm gonna make myself happy 

No matter what

This will be a happy day

My dad starts a fight

And only one of them calls

They used to throw me big parties 

They used to buy nice presents

But now 

I am unwanted

All I got for my birthday 

Was a phone call

And fight with my dad

Oh how could I forget?

And tears because I'm sad

I am stronger than this

I am stronger 

I used to be stronger 

Because I used to be loved 

I used to be wanted 

I am unwanted 

No

I am strong 

And I will always be strong 

And I will be strong enough 

To never let anyone in 

To never let anyone hurt me 

To never let anyone make me feel

Unwanted 

Because I am strong 

 

 

 


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