I Wish You Were Ugly

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Romance  |  House: Booksie Classic
A MUST READ FOR THOSE OF YOU STRUGGLING TO LEAVE A RELATIONSHIP THAT'S JUST HANGING ON BY A THREAD .. He isn't as great as he seems, you are however.

Note: If you can read through the bold/italicized sentences and relate, you deserve better.

Submitted: October 16, 2016

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One second you're the greatest thing ever and another second I am. 

My heart can't decide because I want to love you, so terribly that I trick myself into

believing I do.

As sexy as you may be, and as much as I would like us too,

we do not have a soul connection. 

I appreciate and cherish things that you look past without hesitation. 

I'm in it for the passion, you're in it for groping each other in the dark where no one sees. 

You care about reputations and appearance, 

whereas I'm already shunned when it comes to those aspects in this town. 

When I look at you, I am overwhelmed,

stressed by the thought of trying to keep you around. 

Terrifed one day you'll realize  that I'm not up to those standards of yours that mean so

much to you.

Although I don't have much experience, I don't think relationships are supposed to bring

constant worry, or lack of self confidence. 

I want someone who I can be my true self around, and because of how you view the world,

I don't think that could ever, will ever, be you.

You are a dime piece, a star to my eyes, but 

you are completely unaware of the feelings I hide. 

I don't know how to talk to you,

I fear of being judged,

I know you'd think the thoughts I have are 

foolish, crazy, and dumb. 

Oh how I wish your hands weren't so strong as they grasped my hips and held my hand..

a physical attraction that could make me ascend, but

it's clear our personalities won't ever comprehend.

I can't stop quarreling about this in my brain, I know what's right but

I'm struggling to let you go..

sadly starting to realize

you really aren't the highlight of the show. 

Maybe the finale hasn't even begun, I have a feeling there's more than just physical love

waiting to be experienced. 

As impatient as I am, and as much as I've craved affection, 

I'd rather be lonely than constantly trying to please a man who's really not in it for 

 the passion I desire so desperately. 


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