Why Me

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Status: In Progress  |  Genre: True Confessions  |  House: Booksie Classic

Submitted: October 17, 2016

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Why Me?  I fell in love when I first saw her, standing by the road wearing a pink Indian suit, I couldn't get my eyes off her, I walked right past her she didn't even notice.  I found out about her knowing her more made me love her more. I was just a typical bad high school kid, smoking cigarettes with friends skipping school, doing all stupid things thinking it was cool. But for her I was willing to change, I wasn't a perfect person and had a lot of faults in me. But I was willing to accept it. After trying so hard I finally go to talk to her. I went to the temple where I never used to go just to see her. I tried being at my best behaviour to impress her. I proved in all and every way that I loved her. I did all that I never did before for her, I felt the love the attachment the vibe I never felt for anyone. I felt like a different person, for once I was proud of a decision I made. We would talk on the phone for hours, I would ride my bicycle or walk a few miles to her house just to see her. Her strict parents never allowed her outside but I waited no matter what rain or storm just catch a hug from her. All because I loved her. I became possesive because I loved her. She lied to me not once not twice but many times about silly stupid things claiming she was scared to speak the truth, but yet I forgave her, cause I loved her, she thought I was stupid I was a fool, but yet I tried to win her heart, cause I loved her. I travelled thousand miles away from her but always kept her in my heart. I showed same dedication I had for her since day one. But she kept lying on certain occasions. I Just didn't get why , yet I ignored it just cause I loved her. She didn't cheat or stab in my back but she would lie about the stupidiest things which gave me the insecurity. Days months years went by I still loved her. One day tragedy happened a mistake that should've never happened. We were drawn apart for a glimpse of time , but I still remembered her. Faith and her forgiveness brought us together. I realized my mistake and took oath to never repeat. I confessed at my best didn't lie a word, told her all. Never knew I planted a terror of my own. I stayed up to my words but she didn't. Despite forgiving me she taunted me for ages, but yet I stayed mute. She uses my mistake as a weapon in every discussion or argument what so ever and cuts me blunt leaves me wounded to suffer. Till when can one stay muted so I spoke out myself, the she started using her own tears to shield her from my words, accusing me I put those there. But what to do I still love her , I hear all words she says and let it disappear. But till when can I suffer for how long can I be treated like this. She thinks I treat her bad cause I dont call or answer on time. I get mad and angry and I throw my words out but there's a reason why I do it now. Think think for a minute why does one do that. "A cut on your skin bleeds which every one can see, A cut within you is the one only you can feel"(sn). I feel it but I dont say. Everyday I live in fear for what all is going on now, one more to add you give me a reason every day. Inyour world you might be the victim. Fair enough. But there a million worlds in the galaxy having It's own cry. She may curse and complain to all the gods she may but the one will know whos suffering from the wounds she claims. My words are not over yet, but its too much to get the paper drenched. My love my life just in few simple words not completed not....  


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