My thoughts 10/21/2016

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Submitted: October 21, 2016

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My thoughts 10/21/2016

By: PikalekThePikaPikachu (formerly magicmike78) on Booksie.com

What’s been going on in the old noodle!

 

Hey guys I’m going tell you what’s been going on my mind recently. I’ve mentioned similar stuff to what I’m about to say in earlier writings, and another really specific one I deleted. As you can tell if you look at my profile’s portfolio that I’m a writing wanderer. I bounce from category to category, and I’m not really heavily invested into one specific thing. It’s a bad and good thing if you look at it in the right perspective. I’m obviously reaching out to a wider group of people with different interests, but my handy work really isn’t improving much. I don’t feel like I’m growing as a writer, and I also feel like my writing has become you could say static. However, that’s not the issue here. I want to say writing for me has been a stressful thing. One day I absolutely love writing, and anything associated with it. The next day I just hate it. I find myself in this nasty cycle, and I can’t find much of a solution. I keep questioning whether writing is for me or not. Some days I put too much pressure on myself to write great pieces of work that would make me proud, but I just can never care enough about editing anything. If you have looked back on my previous works there has been soooo many grammar issues. Part of being a good writer is editing, and I could careless about it honestly. I love feedback, but applying it is a hassle. Anyways, I don’t know if writing and typing is for me still. I’ve started way back in 2015, and I’m still experimenting with it. My mind keeps contradicting itself, and it’s frustrating. The days that I cant stand writing another activity like drawing or video games occupies my time. I feel the same about the other activities too, and they have the same nasty cycle as writing. I’m not improving at all when I’m constantly switching back to square one each and every given day. Apart of being an adult is to become independent and provide for yourself. I don’t want to work an 8dollar an hour job for the rest of my life as it would be spiritual suicide to me. To live the life you want you need to become great at something that people can’t ignore you and your skills. You can’t develop your skills when the same nasty cycle of switching through the same passions and careers keeps on recurring. I due believe having an fun side hobby is good, but it’s not enough. Something has to hold my attention long enough to succeed. You could say oh those things you keep cycling through over and over aren't for you, but how come they are strong enough to keep bringing me back? Individually everything I’m cycling through is a touchy subject. I left out some things that I’m experimenting with, and you don’t know the full spectrum of hobbies I mess with. I don’t mean sound like a sob or whiney guy, but it’s really been an emotional toll lately. The whole talent, skill, passion, and career subject to me has been chaos. This link will sum up how I feel until my many questions have found an proper solution hopefully on my own…………………………………………………...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rRHL5drAkOE


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