Love decay

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Romance  |  House: Booksie Classic
I had the worst night ever. Sometimes the choice is between total honesty and a little lie. I chose the former, and it turned out like this. But it's indeed better than living a lie, however beautiful it is. I hadn't expected this. I feel I'm a horrible person, despite even her saying this is not the case. She's the best person I've ever met. That won't change.

this poem is linked with other two i have written. the order is:
1) it's unfair - https://www.booksie.com/485794-its-unfair
2) good night - https://www.booksie.com/486230-good-night
3) love decay - https://www.booksie.com/486232-love-decay

Submitted: November 02, 2016

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When reality lifts its covers

and truth floods my eyes

 

my feelings refuse to follow

but I see it.. the tear in your soul

and soon, I start becoming hollow

 

I don’t want all this to crumble

but I start to tremble

 

The tiniest, least important piece of you

shouldn’t sway

me in any way

 

Yet you’ve seen it

that which I couldn’t see

that seed of doubt

I had buried

in the most barren part of my soul

 

When reality sinks in

and I can’t take anything back

 

I claw at my despair

punch the walls of my soul

the negative flow of thoughts

starts forcing its way in

 

here I am

vomiting all these words

holding in the tears

 

the funniest part is still

I’m probably the one suffering the least

But I want you to know

 

despite the fallout still gnawing at me

we burned for days

like the brightest stars

and nothing can change that.


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